i feel so... argh!!! i really dont wanna leave her... DUDE! why does god* make me think of her* again! god make me so well in love with her but makes me think of her* again! why do you love playing so much god?! i hate you! freak!

i.. just cant contain my feelings.. i feel so... so pathetic.. i was serious but... i just dont noe how to make her feel that, i feel so.. in.. to her... but at the middle part, he* makes me think of her*, so much so that i had to break up... i cant focus on a love when i had two in my mind... but she* is gone, why do i keep thinking of her?! freaks...

i just... wanna be with her.. but memories of her* still haunts me.. i cant forget her*...

i'm so sorry, hope *you* wont see this blog because.. i dont want you to feel that i am a guy who is very into the love, and deeply hurt.. i just want you to have and impression that i am a playboy... i.. dun want you to think i am that great.. i want you to think that i am a playboy that fools around with girls.. at least maybe we could be together when i could forget her...














sorry...