today was fun. except pissed of with my cousins. they dun wan help me with decorations. like wth, not like i wanna do that but i juz cant stand parties not even prepared 3 hours away. like wth la.

niways i met some "friends" of her class. haha. she still p6 though. next year form 1.
and omg! their class monitor so cute la! is a guy though. but really so cute!! XD v quiet oso. he is so!! CUTE!! like baby liddat lol!! wanna pinch his face lolz. argh! so cute!! lol. forgot his name loh. wahaha.

and when i first heard KAIWEN, i was like shocked. lol. why khaiwoon is here?!!! lolz.
wahaha, and i met some church friends here. cuz i went church and met them last time. like 6months ago?? lols or a year ago. wahhaha. and we had count down AFTER 12am. lol!! XD but everyone was so high!! wahaha.

ohoh! we teased our cousin and the CUTE CUTE monitor!! wahaha!! cuz the monitor gave my cousin this present. eh, is a wrist-chain or wad so eva. but its nice la. den it is in a small box, wahahah!! i first saw it wrapped and the first thing dat come into my mind is RING!!!! wahaha!! then everyone laughed and "WOOH!!!!! GIGI!!! SEE!! SOMEONE TAKE FIRST STEP ALREADY!!!" wahaha. den we forced the monitor to put on for her XD but didnt la. haha. he reject oso v cute XD but, abit. erm. TOOOOO CUTE. cute until like a little child. SHY CHILD lol. he v shy! but laughed alot when we played some little games. sorry is GIGGLED. lol. and he covered his mouth the way i does--- using the back of hand and put in front of mouth and laugh! wahaha!! at least someone did same way like me, den i wont feel weird XD

he v child child leh! lol so cute!! XD

wadeva.
but.
today.
haiz... head hurts la...

type ur reactions when somebody say these phrase to u..
DONT COPY MY ANSWERS!!!

WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS LIKE THAT?
then why are you always like THIS?

I JUST REALIZED NOW THAT I LOVE YOU.
well, i just realise i cant hear you.

LEAVE HIM//HER ALREADY. YOULL BE MUCH MORE HAPPY WITH ME.
go away already! i'll be much more sad with you.

COME ON. SMILE. YOU'RE CUTE WHEN YOU DO.
go away! frown! you are ugly when you smile.

PLEASE DO MY MATH HOMEWORK TOO.
oh please suck my dick if you want me to do your math homework.

I AM SO BLESSED TO HAVE SOMEONE LIKE
YOU.
i'm so cursed to have someone like you. T.T

WHY DOES MONDAY COME BEFORE
TUESDAY?
srry. monday comes after tuesday. cuz the flow is like this. tues, wed, thurs, fri, sat, sun, mon. monday is the last day dude.

I HAVE TWO TICKETS TO THE LINKIN PARK
CONCERT. WANNA COME WITH ME?
i have a ticket to the dumbass concert!! wanna go alone?!

YOU ARE ONE OF THE MOST SPECIAL
PEOPLE IN MY LIFE. DID YOU KNOW THAT?
you are one of the suckers in my life! =D be glad!!

I THINK IM FALLING FOR YOU
say again. i think i am falling out with you.

I CANT SMILE WITHOUT YOU.
i cant smile with you around. i juz frown.

THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING, BUT YOU
JUST ARENT HIM//HER.
welcome. i know. cant you see from my face? = =

NOTHING!
like shut ur ass up...

WHATS YOUR MOBILE NUMBER?
what's your sex hotline? =D

CAN I HAVE THIS DANCE.
sure. i'll have you as a mate if you are pretty, if not, f*ck off.

MAY I ESCORT YOU.
thanks. and may i shoo you away?

DO YOU STILL LOVE HIM//HER TIL NOW.
do i have any chance for you? no.

YOU WERE EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING THAT I
WANTED.
you totally ruined my IDOL's song! avril lavigne is so gonna get you for this.

WHEN WILL I GET UR SWEET EYES?
oh, you mean you want ice kachang? they are sweet =)

wth wtfuck. today was the worst day of ma life.
Ah cut ma hair. and Ah told the fucking guy to NOT CUT MA SIDE-BURN.
but zoom goes that thang, and Ah got no more sideburn.
Ah told him to trim ma hair, but he went ZOOM and off goes ma whole hair.
leaving the fringe. the others, FUCKIN DAMN SHORT. Ah am so fuckin pissed with that fuckin asshole good-for-nth HAIR DESTROYER. wtf la.
Ah cant even style ma hair le, wad ya want me ta say?

and like wtf, tml there's a stupid party, and Ah got ma hair totally ruined.
wtfuck is wrong with ya?! ya fuckin fucker asshole kia! fuck you la, bitch!
wtfuck wtfuck wtfuck. zzz.

ah got nth ta say bro. nth. juz two words.
fuck. you.

woke up at 'bout 10am today and lazed around ma bed.
ate some fried mee and went back to sleep at 11am until 1pm.
went to garden and cut some grass, decorated the garden.
took a break and helped make a "pizza" which apparently FAILED.
watched some tv and went to sleep at 'bout 5pm.
woke up at 8pm at eat a bowl of spaghetti and went to sleep at about 8.15pm.
woke up at 9pm to go out for bowling. and i scored DAMN WELL =D boy, aint i glad!
after that we went to eat. night tea. but two couples quarreled. my cuz's frens though.
MA SISTA'S FOOD WASNT SERVE, CUZ THAT DAMN FUCKING STUPID WAITER DIDNT TELL HER THAT THE GRILLED FISH IS OUT OF STOCK. WTH, WHAT KIND OF SERVICE IS THAT. well wadeva.
wanted to take a puff but then. i dont wanna. zzz.
so we went of to the internet cafe. fun. =D
VS my cousins with O2JAM, wahaha. mostly i wont first =X
so now back at home, i am so tired, and wanna sleep...
i slep about more than half of my day, no 3/4 of my day, and like WOWEE, i could almost sleep again.



oh well nth...
ma head hurts...
zzzz....
bye.

i'm gonna be sacked. i'm gonna be sacked. i'm gonna be sacked. i'm gonna be sacked. i'm gonna be sacked.
yay =D

anw, next year i cant work. too busy EVERYDAY. like really. EVERYDAY. peerr leader meetings, support sessions, cca blablabla.
so i dun think i can work and study. haiz. might as well quit ph now. haha.

so! my cousin said i knocked my head on the wall and fainted. but i dun remember anything about me FAINTING or KNOCKING MA DAMN HEAD ON THE DAMN WALL!!! wtf. lol. it cant like be just so qiao la. = = and SO SO SO! dramatic.

gotta meet up with you guys soon!! cant wait to see you all!! 2c1, lets rock out!! cant wait for my class next year, class 2C1!!! =DD woohooo~ like omg, our last year together in a class! i am SO SO SO! gonna miss them all at the end of next year. haha.

so now i'm in malaysia. sianing and sianing. headaches, not so much. haha. but, i cant seem to remember why i am here for. hmm...

lol, i decided not post anymore chinese. cuz i have some prob seeing them. lol.
anyway, PANADOL ACTIFAST DID NOT WORK FAST. wth it works like nth.and panadols are nth too. and den. aiya wadeva, i need painkillers. now and fast. T.T perhaps i should add them as wishlist.

i think it happened ytd... i dont know... haiz...

现在是凌晨 3：51 了。
脑袋一片空白。
啊！ 想起了，我现在只想说华语，因为我觉得很酷。 哈哈哈！！

今天的月亮仿佛是不想见我，但我却很想对月灵祷告，希望将来的我不会再让那种事发生。
我也不知该怎么说…
咳…
啊！我脑袋突然在想很多事情。情是何事呢？爱情是怎么一回事？爱情…是那么容易吗？
哎呀！我到底在想什么？！！咳…我总觉得我最经怪怪的…到底是什么事发生在我身上？

最近心一直有刺痛的感觉
到底是怎么一回事？
是大自然受到破坏，
还是那个以经开始发作了…？

我不想让你们伤心与担心，所以请不要为我而担心！!？
这样我就可以放心了，你们千万不要担心哦。 ＝〕？
好朋友们，我知道你们一定会东问西问的。？
所以你们问道了我还好吧，我的答案是不理你们！！！？
哈哈哈!!？

like zomg, i have so many things to blog about!! and i dont know where to start.
okay, so i found this whole chunk of word, which i think everyone should just see, pretty please? =) thanks.

wtfish wtfuck wtfish wtfuck wtfish wtfuck wtfish wtfuck!!!

and i am getting so worked up for such a small problem. aiya wtfuck la. zzz. FUCK. EVERYONE. BYE. zzz.
dunno wad's wrong with me this days. scold pple until so song. today almost wanna beat up keiko (?? for like no reason la)
so random of me today! wtfuck!!! zzz. haiz... i think... its coming..

so i shall not blog.
zzz.
fuck.
shit.
damn.


bye.

HELLO FRIENDS!!
didnt update for like moo moo years lo! srry guys for letting you wait for my VULGARITIES blog!
so i am posting now!!! =D



LIKE ZOMG. PRC SUCKS LIKE SHIT LA. his fuckin' attitude, his fuckin' face, fuckin' body, fuckin' everything!!
wtf, like shit you!!
na beh la, you think you manager so good izzit. nvm u arent worth my vulgarities you
FUCKIN IDIOTIC PSYCHO ASSHOLE BITCHY FUCKIN ATTITUDE SON OF A BITCH MANAGER!!!
whew, that's all. =)


like omg... i cant believe "we" did that. lol... its fun though... but i dont really like the "wet wet kiss" dear. =(
srry lor but i dont really like wet kisses. dry kiss can? =) thanks.
like omg i love chocolates =D

hmm... nth to say le... =))

wee~ signing off~~




ohoh! i wanna go eat dinner with library group ne!!!! NG MING QIAN, FASTER ORGANISE. STOP DOTA-ing and CS-ing FOR A SECOND CAN?? ORGANISE FIRST CAN? THANK YOU. AND DO IT NOW.

i'm sorry darling...

i know you dont like me to smoke, but i did just now..
i know you dont like me to drink, but i did just now..




i'm sorry ar... dun blame me.. i really cannot take it...


i hate PIZZA HUT. yes the red-roof PIZZA HUT over there at JP. it seriously sucks like shit. everyone sucks there! except eliza, cam, mag, peili, kaixin, yinhui, li sze, fivth, surya, emilia, azura, shasha, azizah, shidah, and some people, EXCEPT back of house, and the managers. why i dun like them? cuz they suck. IF ANY PIZZA HUT WORKERS SEE THIS, TELL THEM I HATE THEM TOO, NOT JUST THEY HATE ME.
that YOP thinks i'm... when i'm not. WHO WILL FALL FOR YOU, I FALL FOR CUTIES, NOT YOU. U THINK U CUTE MEH? U STRIAGHT SO WHAT? LIAO BU QI IZZIT? U MANAGER SO WAD? LIAO BU QI MEH? MY DARLING IS THE FUTURE DESIGNER, WHICH EARNS MORE THAN YOU LOR. u think i gay gay la! tell you what, I AM BISEXUAl, SO? INHUMAN FREAK. u not cute, like i will fall for you. SEE OTHER's SMS FOR WAD, FUCKIN ASS. anyway that sms oso not for me. is for my JIEJIE. who's bf is called BRANDON. not my brandon. blablabla. my brandon is far way better than you anyway. wadeva. that fuckin sms is for my jie jie okay, who apparently use my phone and tell her bf is actually her temporary no. cuz she used up her card money. fuck you son of a bitch. dont u think u high rank i dun dare scold u. u can oso sue me, i dun care. like hell if i care.


BLANK HERE
haiz... darling... i need you... to hug me.... pls...
zomg i am crying now...
errghh. stressed up la...
fuck you yop.
BLANK ENDS

I AM NOT GAY U IDIOT.
I AM A BISEXUAL. AND I AM OPEN TO IT. WHO CARES IF U NOES ANOT ANYWAY. U STRAIGHT GUY.

i love you...

to him*: you are not worth my vulgarities.
to brandy: i am not worth your tears, your love. i am just a nobody..

... haiz... i dunno what's gone wrong with me every day... i feel so... so... strange... happy for a second... and sad the next... in love in an hour... and not for the next... hating people for a second... and dont the next...

someone guide my way pls..
shine your light on my path
and let me see what's to be crossed over
and what's to be destroyed
and what's to be avoided
and what's to be taken
and what's to be removed...
so pls tell me how i am going to live on
with mixed emotions together.
someone...



guide my way...

i dont even know if i really love you. i think i do, i think i dont. or maybe i am just falling for anyone in my path. or i found my true love but i dont know you are my true love. or maybe its just plain lust. or just i like ur face not u. or... i am juz giving reasons that i dunno how i am feeling... haiz... oh well... if you love me so, then i shant believe that sentence =)


rched home ytd nite. missed the fun. missed the bbq. smsed brandy. love brandy (i think) misses brandy. want brandy badly. want him to love me too. want her to not hate me. want too many things....





went with yanni and liping; vivian to pizza hut today. and we ate. and we di siao my friends there =) srry if i am being irritating haha... i promise i wont be so irritating in the future... i promise... errgh... being very emotional. i want someone to talk to me so badly. i wanna drink with someone so badly. i want... to do so many things... with someone i can talk to, i can trust... haiz.... ... .. . nth happened to me. i just feel so sad today... i dont know why so dont ask me why... haiz...



someone, guide my path.

ALRIGHT I WANNA ADMIT SOMETHING. YOU GUYS CAN GO PUKE, DAO ME, WADEVA I DONT CARE. CAN KILL ME, BASH ME UP I DONT CARE I WANNA ADMIT SOMETHING DAT'S ALL. its dangerous in losing alot of friends though. but i wanna face it up...

i am a bisexual.

it makes you wanna beat me up eh? go ahead. i already think i aint supposed to be in this world.
dun be surprised next time u see my hugging a GUY or kissing a GUY. blablabal. dat's all i can say. but i didnt even say i will definitely fall for GUYS okay. i fall for girls too. well dat's what i wanna admit. so? i dont care wad u guys think of me, wadeva. i am juz fucked up and tired of pple saying me gay gay gay. fuckin shit, you are too. at least i face it up and ADMITS. not like you guys, who are GAY or LESBIAN or BISEXUAL and calls others GAY or LES. and for those STRAIGHTER ONES, you guys are just like fuckin shit too. you dont face it up, WE ARE HUMANS TOO. FUCK YOU if you dont agree with me. really, fuckin shit. = =

Sorry? cause i really need one act-stead. eh play play for fun luh. lol.

anw, ytd working dat time at table 508 got a two rows of people sitting there eating (and they were the CSS, customer service[?] survey). anw, i was a food server, and i served the food. lol. and this woman was like, "may i know how old are you?" and then i said, "oh, i'm 14." and everyone at that table was like "WOAH!!" = = so this woman was like "juz wanna tell you that you are cute ;)" and she gave me a wink. O.O i stunned tio and i chuckled. den the whole table of 8 was like laughing and laughing. -.- and then another guy shout "actually she wants to know if you are AVAILABLE" WTH. lolz.

lolz. its fun though =X to be jio-ed. -.- LOL.

ytd was fun, eh, wth got this FAZIL was like snatching my title of the cute guy lolz. he's cute though. wth. T.T kena owned.

lolz, he smokes too. so do i. now i dont smoke alot though. =X

haha oh wells that's all.

I WANT AN ACT-STEAD
hmm.. no pay though. EH, GD FOR YOU PPLE TO HAVE AN ACT-STEAD LIKE ME LUH. lol. me RARE GUY SIA XD

=x