deleted the previous post. it caused problems in my whole blog = =
anyway went for the JJC amazing cultural race.
VERY FUN OKAY!! but v tiring too.
my muscle all aching like shit.
but its very fun. hahah. and i got to learn quite alot of stuff too! XD
anw, we lost but at least we learned something haha.

kinda like having a sudden boost of friends in friendster.
pple adding me almost everyday = = lol add until i sian diao.
woo! i wanna party party party! =(
but i dun want a bday party. lol.
aiya wadeva la.
booooo.

Create your own Friend Test here

lol! talked to wuzun juz now. he still filming.
dunno wth is that series. i dun noe how to read anw.
i find some stuff v funny. he said v filming v tired. 人老了就是这样子的。
den im like. LOL. what about du de wei. that old man nearing 45yrs old.
HAHA. he's v funny. weird. but busy.
AND HE IS FREAKIN ZILIAN OKAY.
no matter what event it is, he nvr fails to bring his camera. den can 自拍
like omg la, i zilian oso not until liddat.
haha, he v retarded can, say wanted to go back brunei to sleep.
i'm like err. =.=
den he got say 在家里的床上睡觉是最香的。
he kinda like use eng and chi. randomly use english AND chinese.
i still cant believe that a 30(+) yr old man can actually be more zilian than me.
wth.
okay. this for some pple, this might sound bizzarre. yea. i kinda like know him.
=.= he uses msn, but yahoo accnt. NOT YAHOO MESSENGER.
kinda not-true to you huh? well you can choose to believe or not believe.
most pple dun believe but, nvm. cuz they i cant give them the email.
so yea, the wont believe me. aiya wadeva la, jasper and i know can like
right jasper? ;D
i know wuzun through him, haha. he know through his aunt.
his aunt is like 30+ yr old can. wth so young. and chio.
they were junior school playmates (?) i think. or high school playmates.
aiya wadeva the case is, his aunt is wuzun's friend.
den he know wuzun through the aunt.
and i know wuzun through him & the aunt.
went to eat lunch once with him. Oo woo.
like he pay can. woo rich guy. haha.

today was stupid. real stupid.
i just wanted to go dragon boating, that's all.
MS LEE/LI! WHEN IS THE NEXT TRAINING?!
GRR.
i wanna go to the competition... to see you.
haha aiya wadeva la. ENGLISH TEACHER, YOU ROCK =D

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They would become fashionable and companies would probably advertise more openly:
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Ford Condoms : - The ride of your life.
Sony Condoms : - Do not underestimate the power of Sony Condoms.
Microsoft Condoms : - Where do you want to go today?
KFC Condoms : - Finger Licking Good.
M&Ms Condoms : - Melt in your mouth, not in your hands.
Bernard Matthews Condoms : - Beautiful
Safeway Condoms : - Lightening the Load
Abbey National Condoms : - Because life's complicated enough
Coca Cola Condoms : - The Real Thing.
Ever Ready Condoms : - Keep going and going ....
ESSO Condoms: - The eye of the Tiger
Macintosh Condoms : - It does more, it costs less, it's that simple.
Pringles Condoms : - Once you pop, you can't stop.
Burger King Condoms:- Home of the Whopper.
Goodyear condoms : "For a longer ride go wide"

hey guys! today was fun!
i dont know why.
oh yea! changed place today.
at first i was quite sian diao, cuz we had to arrange according to our height.
den teacher call my name and i was like saw mary audrey and yvonne at the front. den kahyan behind.
den i was like teacher i very tall i sit beside kahyan la! den ms teo was like i noe u want to sit beside her but u have to sit at the front (:
i was like. hai.. = . = sian...
lol. den teacher was like:
i put u beside... (teacher i want sit behind leh at the front i cant talk...)
yvonne. (huh! aiyo...+ {am chio} i dun want leh)
no you sit there with yvonne. (huh okay luh... + {"oh yea!" hand sign and laughs})
OH YEA MY NEIGHBOUR WILL BE YVONNE, MARY, AUDREY, JEFF, JOSHUA AND ZACHARY.
all the fun pple sit in front. woo! hahaha!! yippee!!
and my best friends yvonne and audrey beside me too.
too bad kahyan behind ): but nvm, i can still shout
GAO PENG FEI!!!

HAHA! so cool. anw made quite some friends over friendster recently.
and found my long lost pskul friend. and stuff. haha.
my ambition: to be very popular!!
lol no la. i wanna be a gd social worker/public relations?/children expert
or anything revolving around customer service. yay! haha.
i dun like admin work and business. zzz.
maybe nutritionist/interior designer/graphic designer/singer/造形师 can luh.
haha! i think 造形师 very cool luh! haha and graphic designer. i dun wanna be actor though.
maybe a host instead. or be the next THE OPRAH SHOW host. or maybe THE RYU SHOW.
HAHA XD

sometimes, its hard to smile.
and sometimes, its easy to.
i'll try to find a way to smile,
and not show my tears to you.
i'll be strong, i'll be brave,
to strengthen my heart and not to rave.
i'll promise wont turn vile,
to show you... i will smile...

haha! my fans my fans! now's ur chance to grab my photos! haha.
i finally manage to dig out limited edition photos for all of you to grab!
i will be deleting this post tml early in the morning at 3am!
so hurry and save this pictures now!! limited edition!! XD
at least they arent my normal spastic photos.
these are abnormally photos that i took seriously. haha.


credits: kiwi for encouraging me take a nice photo


credits: gwee jie for specs


eh credits to my hand, for being long. XD


THIS ONE IS SPECIAL. THE ONLY PHOTO I HAD THAT I TOOK FROM THE BOTTOM.
THE ONE AND ONLY PHOTO!! SO HURRY!! XD

okay i was juz being stupid.
i shall make out a storyline next time with photos.
then it'll be interesting XD

school started today. i was v tired. slept late ytd becuz chionging homework.
AND i was caught for having brown hair.
my reaction was ". . . . . ."
i knew i would be caught. but too bad mum's hair is brown too.
and my hair is naturally brown.
so they have no choice but to let me go and tell me to cut hair only.
wakakaka. i'm glad i have natural brown hair after straightening my hair XD
next yr will get caugh ALL OVER AGAIN. kinda retarded.
anw, today was just a sian day. and everyday will be sian too.

!WARNING!
my bday is coming in two weeks time. but i dont wish to have a bday party. but mum wants me too. cuz i nvr really had a bday party in like 54648432168744135yrs time.
haha since p4 i nvr had a bday party. so yea mum wants me to have one
she's so kind haha.
if i want to have, i'll request for special dishes! haha. FOR MY FRIEND'S SAKE.
haha, i'll ask my mum to cook the special prawns with the special chilli or wadeva shit.
v nice and yummy. haha.
anw who wants to go?
i'll be celebrating on saturday 14/07/07.
i shall make this big.
WHO WANTS TO GO TO MY BDAY PARTY IN MY HOUSE ON 14/07/07. FREE FOOD AND DRINKS. AND I ALLOW ALL OF YOU TO BUY WHIP CREAM TO SMUDGE ON MY FACE. BUT NOT THE CAKE. ISNT THIS GREAT? :D
but mind you, you cant enter my room. its a whole lotta messy. been turned upside down by my dad.
it became his "computer room". and is very messy. aiya wadeva, i shall invite my 2c1s, my 3b1s. i wanna ask yuanyu,jane,xueyao,caimiao too. lol. i wanna ask my nhhs friends. my gess friends. my jc friends. my pri skul friends. my other friends. my gay friends. my bi friends. my lesbian friends. my crazy friends. my weirdo friends. my siao ding dong friends. my friends. and that someone... my WUZUN friend. my many other friends.
SIAN CAN. =(

i saw you! i saw you! i wanted to shout to you but i cant seem to shout.
i tried to run to you but your walking speed seems to be faster than my running speed.
i reach my hand out, but you went even furthur away.
i opened my eyes and the truth revealed.
its just a dream.
whatever that can happen between us is just meer fiction.
you are so near to me but so far to catch.
just hate it.
i cant let you go, nor can i forget you.

my fragile folded wings are just tired from the pure blue skies
i dont have to force my smiles to others. but its okay to smile... for myself...
that lonely feeling feeling keeps creeping up on me.
there shouldnt be an expensive chandelier in a place like this,
can i bury all my feelings with just empty words?
i dont even know anymore.
as long as we can swim swiftly in our dreams,
there is no need for the sky anymore.
even if i cant let go of the past,
i will still be there to meet you tommorow with a smile.

jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo.

tonight was fun! haha.
been to yvonne's church outreach.
and its fun. knew some new faces and played games and had fun.
haha.
i think i remembered: Sylvia, Daniel/Danial, Jeff, Steve, Precious(?), Yi Fen(?), Jasmine, Pei Xiong(?), Wei Keong, Yolanda, Timothy, Jonathon/Jonathan(?) and that "bad boy from jc" turn "successfull man in life" guy. LOL!!
i just forgot their names! but i kinda remember faces well, haha.
well we did some praising and worshipping of god, prayers, bible sharing and last but not least... STEAMBOAT!!!
i am happy i gave money for offerings! i felt so happy after that.
but kinda weird.
when i first enter, i kept getting goosebumps. and when saying prayers and praising god, i kept having a weird feeling and kept geting goosebumps. like i'm scared of something. =((
anw i enjoyed alot today.
all thanks to YVONNE!!

aiyo. i v sian can. everyday blog. stare at com. add comments for pple. eat. sleep.
lol. ADONIS!!!
my good friend is not a sex magnet. how can they say this to her. i mean, it doesnt even make sense.
its stupid.
RETARD!!
LOL. seriously, it retarded.

GOTH GOTH LOLLI LOLLI!! lol.

WOOOTS~ i found my long lost pri skul friend! one of them!
its WEILIN. although no impression at all but, v happy!
okay, here's the story.
pri1 first half of year: YU NENG PRIMARY SCHOOL. Primary 1G
den i had to go to jurong for studies cuz dad works there. change school.
until recently, weilin added me. den i was like u from yu neng?
oh cool, i'm from class 1G. den she oso! den we had same sub teachers and memories!
YAY! FOUND MY LONG LOST FRIEND. lol.

anw, i v lazy to upload my story. V lazy. so yea.
bye lol!

ADONIS!

i'm looking forward to school.
school days will be just like usual, with. some changes.
changes by me. i shant be so wild. only, with those group of close friends.
i shall be crazy. but nvr go to more than half of my craziness.
seriously. haha.

well! some friends known from over the net finally added me in msn and talk to me.
and some gave comments in friendster. that's gd. keep it up guys! haha.
if u want me, come for me. nvr wait till the opportunity is gone.
i definitely will accept u as a friend, if u give me a good impression.
not like pressing me on to be your boyfriend/sex mate or sort.

i finally knew the meaning of adonis.
and, i know who wants adonis.
so that's why i am actually amazed by this person, who dared to use this word in friendster's who i want to meet section.
cool. maybe this person is *coughs*
shouldnt talk much, just in case he saw my post =X



holidays are finally coming to an end soon. i'm glad.
at least stoning days are over! i call this the end of the STONE AGE!!
and the new beginning is finally here! i shall make more friends! and i shall do more good deeds.
and over the holidays for e-o-y, i shall become a social worker.
i'm not being sentimental but there are certain things that happen that. oh well.
forget it. this post is not a very interesting post. cuz im not putting much effort to do it.
just putting in enough to say that my blog is not dead yet.

well loyal readers, that's it for today.
i shall upload my THE ROSE story after this post.
like tml. KHAI WOON, EUGENE, BE GLAD.
lol

i'm looking forward to school.
school days will be just like usual, with. some changes.
changes by me. i shant be so wild. only, with those group of close friends.
i shall be crazy. but nvr go to more than half of my craziness.
seriously. haha.

well! some friends known from over the net finally added me in msn and talk to me.
and some gave comments in friendster. that's gd. keep it up guys! haha.
if u want me, come for me. nvr wait till the opportunity is gone.
i definitely will accept u as a friend, if u give me a good impression.
not like pressing me on to be your boyfriend/sex mate or sort.

i finally knew the meaning of adonis.
and, i know who wants adonis.
so that's why i am actually amazed by this person, who dared to use this word in friendster's who i want to meet section.
cool. maybe this person is *coughs*
shouldnt talk much, just in case he saw my post =X



holidays are finally coming to an end soon. i'm glad.
at least stoning days are over! i call this the end of the STONE AGE!!
and the new beginning is finally here! i shall make more friends! and i shall do more good deeds.
and over the holidays for e-o-y, i shall become a social worker.
i'm not being sentimental but there are certain things that happen that. oh well.
forget it. this post is not a very interesting post. cuz im not putting much effort to do it.
just putting in enough to say that my blog is not dead yet.

well loyal readers, that's it for today.
i shall upload my THE ROSE story after this post.
like tml. KHAI WOON, EUGENE, BE GLAD.
lol

my blog song is very. how should i put it. meaningful? powerful.
let the lyrics take charge...

ROMAJI
Verse1:
Nigetari akirameru koto wa daremo
Isshun areba dekiru kara arukitsuzukeyou
Kimi ni shika dekinai koto ga aru aoi hoshi ni
Hikari ga nakusenu you ni
Chorus:
Tsukame! egaita yume wo
Mamore! daiji na tomo wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Shiranai pawaa ga yadoru haato ni hi ga tsuitara
Donna negai mo uso ja nai
Kitto kanau kara...show me your brave heart
Verse2:
Hare no hi bakari ja nai kara tama ni
Tsumetai ame mo furu keredo kasa hirogeyou
Ikikata ni chizu nanka nai kedo dakara jiyuu
Doko e datte yukeru, kimi mo
Chorus:
Hashire! kaze yori hayaku
Mezase! sora yori tooku
Atarashii jibun ni aeru sa
Shiranai yuuki ga nemuru haato ni ki ga tsuitara
Mune no naka no doshaburi mo
Kitto yamu kara...show me your brave heart
Ending Bridge:
Tsukame! mabushii asu wo
Mamore! ai suru hito wo
Takumashii jibun ni nareru sa
Kowase! yowaki na kimi wo
Kuzuse! butsukaru kabe wo
Atsui kodou buki ni naru kara
Believe in your heart

ENGLISH
Verse1:
If given a second, anyone can give up and run
So just keep on walking
There's something only you can do
So that this blue planet doesn't lose it's light
Chorus:
Seize the dreams you had!
Protect your beloved friends!
You can become stronger
Unknown power dwells in your heart, when its fire is lit
Any wish, it's true
Will surely be granted...show me your brave heart
Verse2:
Not every day is sunny, so sometimes
Even though a cold rain is falling, just open your umbrella
There's no map of how to live, that's why we're free
You can go anywhere
Chorus:
Run faster than the wind!
Aim farther than the skies!
You can meet a new you
Unknown courage sleeps in your heart, and when you realize
The downpour in your heart
Will surely stop...show me your brave heart
Ending Bridge:
Seize the bright tomorrow!
Protect the ones you love!
You can become stronger
Break that weak self!
Destroy the walls blocking you!
The warm beat of your heart will be your weapon
Believe in your heart

now now. these three pics. dont he look like me? but he is not me!! that's so cool.

haha seriously. he looks like me. but only at these angles.

haha.

havent update for so long.
sian. make new friends. but now oso nvr talk much.
hai. sian lol. trying to patch up the gap with some old friends.
the person i love dont love me.
and the people who fell in love with me, i dont love.
hai...
i thought i saw someone four times.
FOUR TIMES in four days consequtively.
but it wasnt you. =(
hai.. missing you..
first time one 243G bus. second time on the streets near jurong point.
third time on the road to pioneer mall. 4th time in jurong point.
hai.. ZAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

i'm bored. i dun think i wanna go escape theme park leh.
but i wanna go leh.
and got class outing with ms tan.
but i oso dun feel like going.
but i wanna go too.
hai.. tell me what to do.

cuddle me in ur arms saying u love me.
and i will cradle u into my chest, saying i love you too.
ARH PROM NIGHT DANCE is giving me headaches.
lol. but i found the songs i need.
and den done one part of the song remix le
pro right! = =
haha gtg.
adios amigos!!

lol! read jeric's blog. i agree though.
don't waste your time on people that doesn't want to waste theirs on you.
i'm not saying i've given up.
but i didnt say i would continue either.
i think i shall stop here and take a little break.
thinking about it already breaks my heart.
so. i dont know.
i still love you.

some random notes:
goiling
look below for the pri 2 or 3 pictures. i just uploaded. hopefully you can remember XD but i had a drastic change le. haha!!
xueyao
oi. i got remember you lor. wth haha.
go out some days leh! i v siannnnnn.

yo guys! didnt update for a long time.
well, this will be my long list of updates.
only for last three days. XD



Leadership Camp '07
Day 1
-got to know my group and came up with group name 6teens.
-16people, 6 values to uphold, and are teenagers. LOL.
-was rather crazy for first day already, and lost my voice on the first day =.=
-went to our bunks. my same bunk as last year.
-gotta know more about people
-played Gladiator or wadeva its called.
-before game starts i already slipped and injured myself. on the left thigh.
-yay! we almost won.
-played the MULTI-LEVEL-CAPTAIN'S-BALL

1st game--SOCCER BALL 10points
2nd game--Soccer Ball 10points, Rubber Balls 20points
3rd game--Soccer Ball 10points, Rubber Balls 20points, Tennis Ball 15points
4th game--Soccer Ball 10, Rubber Ball 20, Tennis Ball 15, Small Paper Balls 50
5th game--ONE WHOLE RAW CHICKEN 100POINTS
6TH GAME--CHICKEN FEET 50, BODY 100
7TH GAME--CHICKEN FEET 50,BODY 100, HEAD 500


well that's about it. last few not sure of marks. LOL.
-other lame stuff in camp.
-sleep.



2nd day
-land expedition.
-made me so shagged.
-sea expedition. fun. but shagged.
-kayaking is fun. but shaggy.
-went back on land.
-cheers!! every group so funny!!!
-played kidnap. when we are supposed to find the group leader, who is hidden in a banned area = =
-supper!!! bbq!!
-we went totally crazy and started dancing and HIONG-ing.
-danced with different partners. and tooo hiong already go BAO YINGTING UP.
-lol. i think too hiong le. and i must admit something, juz in case the teachers misunderstood.
I AM NOT STEADING WITH YING TING!!!
and i wont be steading for secondary school. i think. with a 90percent i wont. haha.
fret not, i will do my best and be a great leader.
i will be serious when its time to do so.
:) have faith in me teachers!

haven use com for a long time. i am gonna use like siao for this hour.
updates:
-i am gonna straighten my hair again!!!
-leadership camp tml!!!
-dance item not set yet!! shit man!
-haven do holiday homework.
-wanna go out and play.

okay. recently i feel so out-of-class. as in i dun feel like i belong to the class.
and those people go out with ms chua and ms tan. and nvr even call me.
hai, forget it la. haha. i dun mind not going out with them but i cant stand that no one told me about it at all.
ah well. haha.
i think i changed alot. i dunno why. i think its because, i changed into a more "in a clique" person rather than my former "neutral party" self. haha.
maybe i shall change back.
there certainly ARE people who do not like me in the classs.
i shall change back to my neutral party. and make bring more happiness to class.
emo too long le!! haha.
okay i shall!!
XD but those people whom i am close with will know that i emo only if i dun feel close with them.
but hyper when i am with those close friends. (kiwi, orgy, vonvonne, yilin and some other friends)
hai bad memory again.
pls dun come back. pls dun come back like last yr. plsplspls.