Wednesday, November 29, 2006
when i was in kindergarden, my greatest wish was to fly.
when i was in pri 1-3, i wish to be a power ranger.
when i was pri 4, i wish that my mum and dad wont scold and treat me like iam in pri 1.
when i was pri 5-6, i wish that my parents would fuckin' burn in hell and DIE
when i was in secondary school, my greatest wish was.
THE WORLD WILL BE HAPPY, ALWAYS AND FOREVER. AND THERE WILL BE NO SORROWS IN THE WORLD ANYMORE.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:03 AM
fuckin sick.
YOU dont KNOW how SICK you MAKE me. YOU make ME fuckin SICK to my stomach!!
eminem's song lyrics. = = makes sense though. i now sick, den i cough so much that my stomach muscle pain sia. wth.. and i finally got my MC. wth. i've got 3 pills to eat, and 1 solution to finish. and NOW my stomach is so fuckin pain. and i cannot attend 6-6 chalet tml... sry guys... seems like i always miss out gatherings... class gathering i missed 2 times and i am gonna miss 6-6 one too.. haiz.. mum dun let me go cuz i sick.. oh wells...
INFLAMMATION IN THROAT.
FLU.
FAINTED.
GOT MC. dat's all for today = = and i missed my job. LAST minute call poy. SORRY POY, srry.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:12 AM
Saturday, November 25, 2006
And when I'm gone just carry on don't mournRejoice every time you hear the sound of my voiceJust know that I'm looking down on you smilingAnd I ain't gonna feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain just smile backthese fuckin' walls must have been blocking my words, words to reach the others. that i am already DEADaint saying that i shed no tear. aint saying that i break no heart. aint saying that i not suck. aint saying that i aint shit. for the fact that a dead person is known as SHIT, for the fact that a dead person sheds no tear and breaks no heart: I AM.DEAD.i know you wont look at my post. cuz i know you dont care. you are hanging around with the other guys. doing obscene stuff. having oral with them. and i know you wont care about me already. i.. never mind.. you wont even look here anyway...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:56 PM
i like you. i think i like you. no i dont. i have to admit, i like you cuz of your good looks and hot body. sexy body. and i have to be sorry. its
lust. alright this is truthful enough. that's all i can say.
i was late, sorry.well whatever. i am helping myself alot to say FUCK. yea, to everyone. at work especially. sorry guys. although i say FUCK in a cheery and farny tone, but i really meant it. though. yea. alright now i'm at home....
FUCK the SHIT. errgh. i am being attracted cuz of LUST. the fuckin' lust that exist in this world. but fret not. i shall not be crazy over your hot and sexy bodeh, and your good loooks. but if you want me to be your boyfriend (but i dont think so) i wont be. cuz it will still be lust. the fuckin idiotic lust. fuckin' holy shit. i know what i am talking about right now.stupid demon. possessed my body and self-destructed in my body. and caused me to cough A DAMN FUCKIN' LOTTA HELL these days. fuckin' demon. i make sure i get one cure for it. i know i will. and wipe out your whole clan with what i possess now. my gifts
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:49 AM
Friday, November 24, 2006
Charmed is over. T.T but i think there is another series coming up (?? is there?? not really sure)
but come to the think of it, although CHARMED possesses some medieval fantasy and modern fantasy; powers, witches, warlocks, demons blablabla, its a very realistic tv series. it shows both the ugly side and the beautiful side of the mortal world. it teaches me alot of stuff. stuff that helped me through my life. and i believe, that there ARE magical beings and other dimensions in the world. and i believe GOD created them. but didnt tell us. though that's abit of against christianity. =X its just the way the human heart that's tainted affects our ability to see these untainted-heart magical beings. okay abit out of topic = =
Why i feel that CHARMED is a very realistic tv series is because, the way their obstacles are solved, can taught us lessons. Letting go of the pain, anger and lost, and search for a new life. and
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.THERE WILL ALWAYS BE AN EQUAL EXCHANGE IN THE WORLD, ONE FOR ONE.T.T its such a nice show. BRAVO to the producers and the crew who helped make Charmed such a wonderful show. i miss HOLLY MARIE COMBS, ALYSSA MILANO, ROSE MCGOWAN, BRIAN KRUASE, AND EVERY DEMON, WITCH, ELDER, CHARACTERS INSIDE CHARMED. T.T i could only say wonderful. beautiful. gorgeous. fantastic. i miss charmed. T.T i want to replay charmed all 8 series again. T.T
i learned from charmed. about love, power, status, life, friendship, trust, family bonds, siblingshood, obstacles, destiny and many other things. i love you, charmed.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 6:12 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Yeah, It's my life
In my own words I guess
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, No ... literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart and you know your are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try and harm her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for turns on you to spite you
What happens when you become the main source of a pain
Daddy look what I made, Dad's gotta go catch a plane
Daddy where's mummy? I can't find mummy where is she?
I don't know go play hailie baby, ya daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give one underdog, then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her
Then put hands of her mother who's a splitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, Yeh baby Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight shady's rock-a-by baby
[ Chorus ] x2
And when I'm gone just carry on don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I ain't gonna feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain just smile back
[ Verse 2 ]
I keep having this dream, I'm pushing Hailie on the swings
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
You're making mummy cry, Why? Why is mummy crying
Baby daddy ain't leaving no more, daddy you're lying
You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, Daddy you're mine
She's piling boxes in front of the door trying to block it
Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, noo stop it
Go's in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, It'll keep you safe daddy take it with ya
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking cause man I can hear 'em.
They're saying "You've got one more chance to do right" and it's tonight
Now go out there and show that you love 'em before it's too late
And just as I go to walk out my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing...
[ Chorus ]
[ Verse 3 ]
Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seats
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
The scream is so loud, I take one last look at the crowd
I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
Daddy it's me, help mummy her wrists are bleeding
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden
I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leaving
You lied to me dad, and now you make mummy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'
That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point, fine me and mummy are going
But baby wait, It's too late dad you made the choice
Now go up there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us
That's what they want, they want you Marshall they keep screaming your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another pill
Yeh I bet you you will. You rap about it yeah, word, keep it real
I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me
I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it
Put it to my brain and scream 'Die Shady!' and pop it
The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane what I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, Alarm clocks ringing, there's birds singing,
It's spring and Hailie's outside swinging,
I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her
Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say...
[ Chorus ] x2
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:33 PM
pls dont ignore me. cuz maybe i have ****** in **** with ***
pls dont. if you wanna reallly wanna do so... i have nth to say also...
bleeding. myself. alone. missing you. but. simply. you dont care.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:40 PM
i think i am bad. no i AM bad. its a true ****ing fact. i dont get the motherfuckin' shit why i said that but i know, i am a fuckin' bad baddy. yes, i am. its true. its a fuckin' fact. how i wish i will fuckin' burn in the fuckin' dark hell for all this fuckin' shit i've done.
i hope you all see this and fuckin' not see ME. and you will fuckin' ignore me and with your eyes, you shall all fuckin' diao me. now and till i die. and till i fuckin' go ta hell. and till i fuckin' burn in there.
seriously, i dont know why i type this = =
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:26 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006
ah i badly need an ACT STEAD NOW. boohoo!! ya know why? i am harrassed. by females. during work. but i nvr tell joycelyn, felicia, camilia blablabla. ltr they KI SIAO again. XD omg today i went BONKERS oso. lol. everytime finish closing i sure go ki siao one. i am the first siaosiao peroson in pizza hut ba. LOL. okay so tml i shant be so siao already. i mean EVERYDAY. lol. very childish la. lol. at least i make pple laugh =D lol. wooo sianzzzz..... someone visit me in pizza hut pls!! and someone act my stead pls!! and someoneSSSSSSSSSSSS buy me prezzies PLSPLSPLS!! LOL. or juz throw me a thousand bucks, that would be fine =) a hundred pieces of gold stuck in ma ass would be even better =) it aint a big matter if 10kg of diamond is displayed in front of my eyes as my feast. i wont mind it too =)
so guys c'mon take a breather, take a break. chill out and watch me go WOOH!! and when you lost your cool, laugh at me. take a smile too. for i am here to be crazy, to make you happy =D
ooh yea, my DAMN long waited class 6-6 chalet is drving its path to me. shall i yell and go hell-outta-WOOOO!!! or shall i stay and keep my cool b4 bursting into a YEA-HOOO!!!! how 'bout starting off with relaxing in the room as an starter dish, and having a walk around the place as an appetizer? spice things up, lets go beaching! sand and water shall be the main dish on the first day!! let's wait for the waiters (showers) to clean up our mess on the table (our body) and go for the great dessert!! BBQ and fun stuff!! WOOHOOO~~~ i want a nice MEGA-MIX ice-cream of bacons, satay, chicken wings and all the yummy stuff!! woohooo~~ add those chipped nuts of marshmallows into it, yumyum. how 'bout topping it up with the
EXTREME DARE-OR-DARE game. woohoo~ but i dont think these motherfuckin' idiots will dare. lol. NO OFFENCE 6-6!! JUZ JOKING ONLY!! LOL. only i dare kiss girl's lips, hug girls, kiss guy's lips, hug guys and even MORE EXTREME STUFF. LOL.
oh well look forward to that. 6-6 rox! woohoo~~
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:30 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006
woke up in the morning. i felt so damn pain at the back of my head; what happened?! i dont know. i think i knock on my head, arh pain sia... well whateva. = =
haiz some kind of idiot think he/she is so clever, wtf? whose mother/father talk to my mother/father and think that they are SO DAMN CLEVER. WOOHOO, so clever sia. = = so clever until that keep on saying its 8person from my class went to triple science. 10person went, stupid = = if you dont know anything pls dont insist that you know = = YOU ARE NOT FROM MY CLASS, SO YOU DONT KNOW, SHUT YOU FUCKING ASS OFF = =
and leave my mum alone you asshole. like she freakin cares whatever you are saying = = hehehe =) weeee~~~ omg why my previous post SO NOT LIKE ME. O.O did someone hack into my account???!!! omg omg. i must change password =D hehehe, ahhh~~~ i knew one new friend KELVIN who apparently wants me to block him. = = (???) lols, funny friend XD
omg this post is so childish, so its SO LIKE ME!!! hehehe, weee~~~~
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:16 PM
woke up in the morning and found that my throat is COUGHING. very seriously. but when i left for malaysia, it when well again =D OMFG I SAW SO MANY NICE NICE CLOTHES!!! BUT ITS LIKE SO EX LA. RM126, RM97.95, RM64, RM87. juz go divide by two. you'll noe the price. walan eh, but damn nice. the material is good too (:
someone called kelvin or sumthing missed call me. Oo which kelvin ar? i think is that tuition friend. lol. all my contacts i can foget one XD anyway, replied shiying's sms and nvr reply brandon CHAI's sms. lolx. dun wanna reply. lolx.
hmm... when did i even have kelvin's contact. oh wait, tuition one is KEVIN not KELVIN O.O who is this kelvin then? hmm... weird thing happpen again... haiz.. everytime weird thing happen to me de =( anyway, ya i went to sleep? lolx dunno i forgot. then went online and play NEOPETS. = = LOL.
anyway, i came out with this SONG HAHAHA.
JINGLE BELLS, SANTA SMELLS
SMELLY ALL THE WAY.
ALL WHAT FUN IT IS TO FART,
RIGHT IN FRONT OF HIM, HEY!
JINGLE BELLS, SANTA SMELLS
SMELLY ALL THE WAY.
OH HE'S HERE TO FART AND FART
LET'S FART TILL ALL THE WAY!!!!
santa dun like it. =( there is really santa! trust me!
my teacher once told me this story:
cuz this guy called ****** Santa, on christmas, he went around Iceland giving presents to the poor. he is pretty rich, so he bought alot of presents for the poor. the poor pple appreciates him alot and thanked him. they dunno how to repay him, budden Santa said dunnowhat thing. i forgot le la, budden these words spread to the words of many people. then the people knew this and found its such a beautiful thing to do, since then on christmas, people began to buy presents to people.
=) its true =)
haiz but santa died long ago. haiz.... he's a good old man who started this beautiful thing you know? how i wish i am rich like santa... i could buy more presents for more people, than i could at least make more people happy.... haiz... but nvm, presents are a gift of temporary happiness BUT. LOVE is a gift of happiness that can last forever. =)
haiz... its so strange these days... haiz... i dunno why, but i feel something bad is going to happen soon. REAL SOON. =( haha i am psychic! that's why i feel more sensitive to nature~~~ HAHAHA.
I MISS EVERYONE THAT WENT TO CHINA. =( COME BACK TO ME REAL SOON!! =(
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:08 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006
I dont know, if I am the one for you in this life...I cant help hearing my voice calling your name...Cuz when I'm trying so hard not to look in your eyesMaybe I have fallen in love with you...I cant so describe how I feeling deep inside,
So much more than I can say with your touch it feels so right.
Oh my, you're so near all the time in this place
For I know in my heart I will never let you go
In this lifetime...Do you know why..? oh baby..
Cuz you're just so beautiful to me...Well tonight, maybe this time I can hear your breathe...Its alive to see you smile with those tears in your eyes...They may say that youre just a girl in this spinning world...In my heart you're like the world to me...I cant so describe how I feeling deep inside,So much more than I can say with your touch it feels so right...Oh my, you're so near all the time in this placeFor I know in my heart I will never let you goIn this lifetime...
Do you know why..? oh baby...Cuz youre just so beautiful to me...Touch my hand; feel my heart...Hold me close andYou'll find me...You'll find me...So beautiful to me...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:36 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?! PEOPLE CLAIMING I KNOW THEM WHEN I DONT. WHAT THE FUCKIN' HELL HAS GONE WRONG IN THIS FUCKIN' WORLD?! FUCK IT. I DONT WISH TO USE VULGARITIES NOW. THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT FIT TO BE SCOLDED BY MY VULGARITIES.
fuck it.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 11:22 PM
like omg today went to peer leader training and my name isnt there la wtf! NICHOLAS TEO YOU FRIGGIN IDIOT. lol.. nvm i forgive him = =
okay so i went to see the pple bowl blablabla. anyway i went to eat. and went home.
BORING BLOG RIGHT? den dun see. XD
haiz...
so idiotic la... SORRY la Chris.L. dun angree leh. zzz....
wadeva, i am idiotic. shit. fuck. damn. errgghh...
pls keep me awake, for i may never live again.
tell me everything that you wanna tell me
before its too late.
i might change now, sooner or later.
if i wake up again, and forgets you all.
its a sign, i might never be coming back.
tell me that this is never going to happen,
tell me things that nvr make me sleep.
i dun wanna sleep, and wake up as another person.
pls help me, i need to keep awake...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:56 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
haiz... i made someone angry... sorry.. =( haiz... dun angry me la... =(
srry la... =(
haiz.. no mood post le... =(...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 1:10 AM
Monday, November 13, 2006
new friend. talked crap. ass being hit by a colleague and BENedict. den yea = = stupid, my ass is gonna be ROUND and SPRINGY after 3 months of work = = STOP HITTING MY ARSE, IT HURTS ='( lol!
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APOLOGISATIONS to the pple gg to sentosa and vivo tml, SORRY! =( i cannot go, i've been packed by work... =( so sorry... T.T i am so so sorry... =(
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haiz... i v sian leh... OH YEA, THIS THURS, SHIRTS OFF, SENTOSA TIME!!! =D
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RAIN, scream for my bodeh!! XD okay, i dun haf a HOT BODEH like you said okay = = JANE, i dont have one okay... = = XUEYAO i aint that HOT okay.. = = JANE i not that CUTE okay... = = AMANDA WONG i not cute okay... = = OTHER PEOPLE i not shuai nor cute okay. = = NOR HOT TOO. = =
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oh wells, NEW FRIEND. SENTOSA. PLAY. good job, dont push all fun away boi! =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:34 AM
Sunday, November 12, 2006
omg. i think i like someone. arh. am i a flirt or what? i juz forgotten ahem and now i think i like someone else. omg.. somehow, who dont really like me bah... haiz... AND YOU PPLE DUN ASK ME WHO THAT IS = = wth. lolx. haiz... so jealous... i am only 14.. haiz... =(
strange feelings in my mind...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:07 PM
oh yea, someone said mingqian very cute! LOLx.
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KELViN --- EXAMS 15/11 - 1/12 -- says:
wow, your friend also very cute
ryu; the name of dragon ; the symbol of burning life and vigour. says:
who?
ryu; the name of dragon ; the symbol of burning life and vigour. says:
i mean which one?
KELViN --- EXAM
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hahaha! WTFISH! i cute loh! lolx. jkjk. fine la, MINGQIAN IS CUTE. LOLX. its a FACT (-.^?)
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today work is tiring = = like shit. lolx. okay la not really. mq nvr smsed me HUR. lolx. nvm i dun wan exceed my sms anyway. otherwise my hp kena confiscated = = wth. lolx.
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weee~~ i am happy so YOU SHOULD TOOO, MY FRENZZZZZ!!! =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:14 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006
Let ME be your HERO...
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Would you dance.. if I asked you to dance..?
Would you run.. and never look back..?
Would you cry.. if you saw me cryin'..?
Would you save my soul tonight..?
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Would you tremble.. if I touched your lips..?
Would you laugh..?Oh please tell me this..
Now would you die.. for the one you love..?
Hold me in your arms tonight...
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I can be your HERO, baby..
I can kiss away the pain...
I will stand by you forever...
You can take my breath away...
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Would you swear.. that you'll always be mine..?
Would you lie..? Would you run and hide..?
Am I in too deep..? Have I lost my mind..?
I don't care, you're here tonight...
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I can be your HERO, baby...
I can kiss away the pain...
I will stand by you forever...
You can take my breath away...
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Oh, I just wanna HOLD YOU..
I just wanna HOLD YOU.. oh yeah...
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Am I in too deep..?
Have I lost my mind..?
Well, I don't care, you're here tonight...
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I can be your HERO...
I can kiss away the pain...
I will stand by you forever...
You can take my breath away...
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You can take my breath away...
I can be your HERO... ...
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"that day when i knew the truth, i had long accepted it..."--anonymous1
"i knew it when i was born. i was here from something. something great. something wonderful. something... beautiful..."--anonymous2
"the most wonderful feeling in life, to me, is just being HAPPY. that's all i could ask for."--anonymous3
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 11:21 PM
hurhur, i feel so tired. slept at 3am ytd. okay fine, i go sleep first. after work den blog T.T
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:30 PM
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:43 AM
Friday, November 10, 2006
yoyo! didnt update cuz no mood to. BOO!!
I GOT A PIECE OF GOOD NEWS!!!
LINGFEI AND I RECONCILED!!! XDokay that's lame = = at first we broke up. then he say dun want break up, den we reconciled XD we are still darlings lols. NOT STEAD OKAY = = wth. lolx. i wanna break up with shiyong instead XD
okay, so past 3 days i've been gg to a stupid PIZZA HUT CHAMPS WORKSHOP. lolx. as if i gonna work there forever.. promote for what? -.^ lolx. okay so its VERY boring. and i almost fell asleep. lolx.
YAY I ATE LIKE ONE REGULAR PIZZA YTD NIGHT. lolx. its they bake too many pizza le. 5 regular leh! wth. and i ate beef. wth. and i almost vomited there. but i didnt cuz i vomited at home. i thought its chicken sia, den i eat after awhile kena vomited = = wth, allergic to beef. serious = =
MY ALLERGIES:causes vomiting-beef-bittergourd-cold milk-cold soya bean milkcauses LAO SAI-hot milk-hot soya bean milkokay so WTH? lolx. serious. hmm... EEYER WTH. I DREAMT THAT LINGFEI ASKED ME TO STEAD WITH HIM. WTFOMFGBBQ???!!!!WTH SHIT SIA. omg. but we are supposedly STRAIGHT OKAY. we act DARLINGS SIA XDaww so sad, i rejected him in my dream XD WHEW~ lolx. nvm la, i nvr try STEADING A GUY B4 XD can try, then dump the guy XD
NONO!!is actually
STEAD the guy first. SPEND THE GUY'S $$$. then DUMP the guy. lolx. aww that hurts the heart sia...betta dun XD oh wells, gg to watch bleach 102 soon~ tralala. i am so gonna miss those NHHS students who gg to CHINA T.T lol (like real) jkjk.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:29 AM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
walau dunno i tio scammed or what la == i dun believe it happened again la... how can.. so long le still have meh... aiya whateva la...
today was so sian. pls tag my board. and send me testimonials T.T lolx.
sian tml got stupid workshop 7-11pm WTH. lolx
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:27 AM
okay. so these few days, are all of a piece of shit. no not a piece. its totally SHIT. what the hell?! people are accusing me of doing things i nvr did. and accussing me i forget who they are or feign ignorance of knowing them. wth. stop spamming around with me. i know i am DUMB, but you dont have to do it in such a way right? -.^
and, i know all of you are trying to disiao me or what okay, if not then why everyone say samething? huh? u tell me -.^ wth? stop accusing me of stuff i nvr did okay = = and, you all stop grping urself and come accuse me. okay. wth. = = but these people that i accuse are those i knew recently for like.. a month? WTH, STOP SPAMMING LA, its not like i have a brain damage and cannot remember you guys. = = wth la. if you see this ar, den stop spamming. OKAY?!
oh yea! next week thurs gg to SENTOSA once again, for class outing and bbq. wth. dun feel like gg anyway... my class all not ON de.. all very.. INDOOR TYPE. not like NANHUAHIGH, so ON and so OUTDOOR la, wth. i am so jealous of nhhs peeps.. lol.
oh yea oh yea, i am so happy! haha. get to eat a big feast of pizza hut this fri. XD budden is i pay de T.T juz got pay, and need to spend 100+ bucks. and MARY SEAH LAI CHING STILL OWES ME 47BUCKS BTW!! XD so tell me i aint dreaming. MY COUSINS ARE GG TO COME DOWN FRM M'SIA NEXT NEXT WEEK!!! I AM GONNA TELL THEM THE INTERESTING HAPPENINGS THIS YEAR. WTH LIKE I DOES EVERYYEAR = = tell them about the library group, my darlings, my friends all over NHHS and the DAMN LOT OF NEW FRIENDS I KNEW THIS YEAR XD and many thing else. omg this is gonna be so cool. =D
tell me i aint dreaming,when i fall into the pit, would you?tell me i wont falter,because you need me too.will you walk with me in the darkness,and into the pure light.and tell me you love me too,as our love shines bright...
WALAN EH, this year i have so many poems done by myself. i think i gonna compile it together XD and post all at once into another blog, specially for my poems. =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:41 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006
Its a good touchy message.
It does make sense and we should take the time every day to do what it says.
.
READ ALONE.....ESPECIALLY THE LAST PART
.
Around the corner I have a friend,
In this great city that has no end,
Yet the days go by and weeks rush on,
And before I know it, a year is gone.
And I never see my old friends face,
For life is a swift and terrible race,
He knows I like him just as well,
As in the days when I rang his bell.
And he rang mine if, we were younger then,
And now we are busy, tired men.
Tired of playing a foolish game,
Tired of trying to make a name.
"Tomorrow" I say! "I will call on Jim"
"Just to show that I'm thinking of him."
But tomorrow comes and tomorrow goes,
And distance between us grows and grows.
Around the corner! yet miles away,
"Here's a telegram sir" "Jim died today."
And that's what we get and deserve in the
end.
Around the corner, a vanished friend.
*Remember to always say what you mean.
If you love or like someone, tell them.
Don't be afraid to express yourself.
Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you.
Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late.
Seize the day. Never have regrets.
And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. *
TRY IT NOW, CALL SOMEONE THAT YOU WANT TO, AND TELL THE PERSON THAT YOU LIKE HIM/HER AS A FRIEND/CRUSH/LOVER/FAMILY MEMBER/BEST FRIEND...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 11:47 PM
1.How tall are you?
; 172+cm
2. Have you ever been unfaithful in a relationship?
; hmm. yes? lol.
3. Do you own a gun?
; yes. a watergun for me to piss. XD okay VERY sick.
4. If you had a mental disorder, what would it be?
; split personality
5. How many letters are in your crush's name?
; NO CRUSH ALRD = =
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
; they sux like shit. ham dogs are nicer. and bacon dogs too XD
7. What's your favorite christmas song?
; erm, like i like any? lol
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
; apple juice, with aloe vera. ;)
9. Do you do push-ups?
; yea like twice a week only = = but do some sets lol.
10. Have you ever done ecstasy?
; YES!! that's why i am high everyday! XD
11. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
; uncountable~ too many XD
12. Do you like the rain?
; i like the rain. but not RAINANGYUANYU. XD jkjk. i like both rain, juz the way they are. but i like the water the rain more XD its more refreshing. =D
13.Do you own a knife?
; no. but my mum does. and i steal on some nights to cut myself XD
14. What do you smell like?
; erm. MY PILLOW!! =D
15. Do you have A.D.D.?[attention deficit disorder]
; YES!! =D
16. Full initials?
; RFGW
17. Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment.
; i wanna eat seoul garden, i want to go shopping, and i want to go sentosa beach to DANCE HIPHOP with my FRIENDS (play at sentosa oso la!)
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought today?
; bus ticket. bus ticket. and nth.
19. Name five drinks you regularly drink, in order most to least.
; water, BIG-MIX, pepsi, ribena, wine. =)
20. What time did you wake up today?
; hmm... 7am i think.
21. Can you spell?
; like duh?! who doesnt?!
22. Current worry?
; i am gonna split again. (some pple might noe what i mean. some doesnt. lol)
24. Favorite place to be?; sally's house/WISMA
25. Least favorite place to be?
; dirty toilet. garbage areas. home if parents are in it. PUBS.
26. Where would you like to go?
; SENTOSA BEACH to dance and play, FORESTS IN CANADA, home if parents arent around, ORCHARD TO SHOP. and alot more places!! =D
27. Do you own slippers?
; like duh = =
28. What do you think you'll be ?
; a zoo keeper! a marine biologist! a DANCER! a FOREST RANGER! a GUARDIAN ANGEL! =D
29. Do you burn or tan?
; i am already tanned == but i love sun burn! =D
30.Yellow or blue?
; black.
31. Would you be a pirate?
; NO I WONT. they are ugly. lolx. no la, but they are rich!! =D
32.Last time your cell rang?
; some seconds ago.
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
; DANCE DANCE, SHINING STAR WASURENAI KARA, WELCOME TO THE BLACK PARADE, HERO!!!
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
; that i will fall into the drain wth and sleep inside = =
35. What's in your pockets right now?
; holes?
36. Last thing that made you laugh?
; the dumbass byebye~ that i was made to do infront of my colleagues. pretty farny though XD
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
; none = = OH THE THIN THIN MATTRESSES that is so cold when i touch it at night!!! i love that man!!! =D
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
; DAIN BRAMAGE. lol. my injuries are nth. lol.
39. What is your GPA?
; ?? wth is that? lol.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house?
; 3 tvs. plus my mother and father, its 5 altogether. they are so TV related la wth. take the modeling thing as an example = =
41. Who is your loudest friend?
; CHEW SI PEI. she screams like. erm. shang jun actually oso can la XD but sipei louder lol.
42. Who is your most silent friend?
; so far, ng ming qian. lol. NONO, is not her, is camilia? nono its not. its someone i noe but i forgot. WHOOPS, ng mingqian is not her, sry is HIM. lolx.
43. Does someone have a crush on you?; YES like 37 frm january until june! wth, frm sec 1s and 2s. of our school. wth. but i dun believe la. i think is my frens say say de = =
44. Do you wish on stars?
; hmm, i dun think so.
45. What is your favorite book?
; my own BOOK OF SHADOWS. i compiled it =D
46. What song did you last hear?; welcome to the black parade
49. What were you doing 12AM last night?; on9, blog.
50. What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
; *yawns* huh....?
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:10 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006
okay so i need to update on this stuff. its pretty important =D
presents to give as CHRISTMAS PRESENTS:
-Grace.L "MEIMEI"
-SinYee; Aileen "MEIMEI"
-Mary.S half "MEIMEI"
-Jane.T "SISTA"
-Joel.S "BROTHER"
-XueYao Top 3
-MingQian No. 3
-SongMong ex-"chinaMONG"
-Rain.A ???
-LiPing; Vivian "MEIMEI"
-PeiXuan GOOD FRIEND
-(benglin??)
tralala. expecting my wishlist to be fufilled by next yr's chinese new year. EXCLUDING iPod, tatoo, longer hair and a full set of matching clothes = = either too ex, or difficult to be fufilled. lolx. okay, maybe my entire wishlist is so damn ex = = lolx!
those in bold and !! is all that i really really want!!! XD take note okay ;) get what i mean ;) LOLX.
wowee, peixuan was like the 1st 2nd or 3rd person to SAY that she want to buy me the bag = = lol. no is 3rd. but i doubt that JANE and RAIN will actually buy for me that bag. lol. cuz they say like not really very convincing XD if they buy, that will be like WOH. CAUGHT ME SHOCKED. lolx.
oh yea, posted one more picture that XUEYAO took when i ate sushi. THANKS XUEYAO =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:41 PM
WTH LA. yesterday blogger maintenance = =. then i cannot post. oh wells this is yesterday's post:
Post:
omg omg omg. today was like woke up at 7am. den go work at 10am wth.
EMILA juz called me. wth. i dunno she say do her timing and do mine oso. wth wth wth. eh sry sia emila. i dunno u say do both leh den i do urs only. wth sry la.. haiz...
okay so JANE and PEIXUAN were like scamming me or sumting. I DIDNT TOK TO YOU ONLINE YESTERDAY OKAY. I WAS LIKE. ASLEEP OR SUMTING. wth la, i didnt okay. stop scamming me. == how can i forget peixuan luh? its like only a few days ago when we met. wth? = = SCAMMER LA YOU TWO.
TO: MQ--"sry okay. i didnt noe it turn out this way. haha. okay i am toking shit last time, ignore me. thank you."
TO: No. 1"fine la! we break jiu break loh. whateva. go away! and fine the girls of the different class next year. hurhur, i go 3b1 la, u go 3d1 la. gd la u. in gd class. i in lan de class fine loh! u go fine ur girls. and new guy darlings. fine luh. fine la! FINE! lolx wth... okay i am being lame.. = ="
okay now i sounded so GAY. omfgwtfhfbbq! lolx. LEARN FROM XUEYAO DE XDokay so, stupid lingfei. u so gd for what? lol.
hmm... okay. nvm. MARK is my DARLING NO.1 REPLACEMENT LE. haiz. but he not as shuai as LINGFEI =( aww... lolx. sry, i am juz stating the fact =X nono, must fine one shuai replacement FAST and QUICK. cuz MARK is gonna be taken away to MARY. lol. MARK+MARY=MARYK or MARKY XD nice sia! XD
oh wells. oh yea, this gal. shit i forgot her name. nvm. frm HILLGROVE de, noes JOSHUA frm 2C2 leh! OMFGWTFHBBQ! RRAWR! MIAO! WOOF! wth. lolx okay i am being crazy.
oh wells. oh i forgot to cut myself ytd. T.T oh wells =
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:39 PM
Saturday, November 04, 2006
changed blogskin again.. i feel depressed now.. not cuz of *ahem* or breaking up wif no.1 = = LOX. haha, dunno. cuz i think the world got too many people sad le ba, then it causes me to be depressed... argh i must wake up! wake up and go on to make people laugh! errgh... i so hate myself... ARGHHH!!!! budden hor, aiya i dunno la wth la.. juz feeling sad, so dont bother me a bit...
oh my. my friggin mouth. wth. WEI, I DUNNO WHAT HARM I CAUSED TO WHO'S AND MINGQIANS FRIENDSHIP. SONGMONG IZZIT? AIYA DUNNO LA, SRY KAY? DIDT NOE I CAUSED SO MUCH TROUBLE. AIYA WHAT EVA... SRY LA.
whateva. today wasnt a gun day anyway... was like the most boring outing eva. CUZ I ORGANIZED IT OKAY. SO IT'S MY FAULT =D yea actually oso wasnt in the mood to actually GO THERE AND PLAY. aiya wth la.. but VIVONIGHT was funn... like rain said... hahaha... oh wells, whateva la...
i took many pictures. shall i upload now? ok yea. in friendster ba.. whateva.. oso dun feel like uploading now... errrrgghhhhh.... nvm i shall upload now...
DEPRESSION HURTS? NO IT DOESNT. =) DEPRESSION ROX. <--the new thinking of depression. by RYU FONG GUO WEI =D
today is full moon night! =) i shall do it now...
In this night and in this hour, i call upon the ancient power. To mend this friendship that's broken and torn, healing it to stop them from being forlorn. Battered and torn as this might seem, so rejoin it, with divinity. Bless these friends with deep friendship, one on one and three times three. Strengthen the bonds, as i seek, Be as one, so mote it be!
whateva. i am being dumb idiot and stupid. omg, i think my split personality is coming back again. fuck. damn. shit. eeerrrrghhh! =(
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:53 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006
oh yea, sentosa today! will be posting alot of pictures later yea! oh oso my cute cute foto of me eating, den xueyao come take the foto XD
WATCH OUT THESE PEOPLE, I POST THIS LAST MINUTE TO CATCH YOU UNPREPARED:
-PANG XUE YAO
-ANG YUAN YU; RAIN
-KOH JIAN NINGL; ILENA
-JANE THOR.
BWAHAHAHAHAHA. splash. =)
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:20 PM
Thursday, November 02, 2006
yeayea! today went to vivo! haha, went with xueyao. and go around sianning and stalking pple while waiting for joel jane and peixuan to come out of the fking theatre = =
peixuan pang seh us, joel oso. jane and me and xueyao went to eat. toking stupid stuff. went jane's house. tok abuot ghost. lol.
BENG LIN, I LOVE YOU!cuz of something u haf i dun haf... and i have something you dun haf too: Split personality =Doh yea, my god. u liar! say u duno how to swim. still go exam of LIFEGUARD WTH. tae-kwon-do BLACKBELT sommore. i only greenbelt lo. wth wth. then i quit. wth. then i learn street fight. even shioker. haha. street fight is modern okay! tae-kwon-do use alot of legs, but little hands blehs! =P lol but leg movement is cool! i love combos!! =D triple kick combo, woooots~
kk that's all. yea and i noe another BIASED FREAK. the NO.3 loh, still got who XD yea i am jealous so?
SOMEONE BUY ME A NICE SLINGBAG FOR CHRISTMAS PRETTY PLS!!!presents to give during christmas:-GRACE LIM-SIN YEE-MARY-JANE-XUEYAO-JOEL-MINGQIAN-SONGMONG-RAIN-LI PING-still thinking...start saving $250 ltr NOW!!!
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:14 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
SOMEONE ASK ME OUT or BUY ME A CONVERSE BAG or ZINC CASUAL BAG PLS. lolx had been complaining to mum dat my bag very opiang le. lolx. mum say u save urself and buy la. WTH i no money liao luh. lol tml then get pay.
I AM IN NEED OF A ZINC CASUAL BAG ($29.90) someone pls buy for me. as a present. or anyting. for fun. whateva. lolx PLS!!!
i am in need of a ZINC CASUAL BAG, a ZINC CASUAL BAG, a ZINC CASUAL BAG. so tell me, that u wanna buy for me *winkwink* =D
and i needa go out tml! =D
buy me a ZINC CASUAL BAG EH! =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 6:03 AM
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