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its called....

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BLOGSKIN MAKING IN PROCESS.
ALSO CHANGING URL SOON.
PLS WAIT (:

HAHA. sorry guys! this will be my long list of updates!
maybe long, i dont know haha.

MATH CARNIVAL
its uber fun! especially when i get to see chio bus. sorry my mistake. CHIO BU. ONE ONLY. =(
no offence though, nvm at least i get to see CUTEaudrey CUTEjeff CUTEjoshua CUTEjustin CUTEjoel CUTEkahyan CUTEkelvin. LOL. and of course some other cutie XD
didnt get to see you though. haha but that's okay. i think i could have seen you if i continue looking at those pple... but nvm. haha.
the whole thing is so fun! NGEE ANN IS MY FUTURE SCHOOL *in love*
XD its a lil retarded. cuz i see joel, joshua, justin and some guys who is jumping at this weird jumping machines. HAHA. but that's pretty cool!
i didnt eat those food though, on diet. LOL.

MID-AUTUMN
went early for rehearsal, and got scolded by mdm luan 3 times. i dont know what i did wrong though, HAHA.
someone said the back of my hair is nice, and that's random. THANKS ANW! LOL.
someone said "where got?!", thanks too! LOL.
and within minutes night falls.
i was seriously not in the moon to perform. cuz the moon is so lonely that night, how sad..
i guess you must be looking at the moon with your friends. haha.
hope you have had a good day.
ANWAY, i think mrs teng and ms lok is really very nervous cuz i kept having mistakes done in the rehearsal, but everything turns out to be FINE. HAHA LIKE REAL.
i didnt do my whirlwind kick and butterfly twist. one word--LAZY.
haha! let jonathon get the spotlight for going up on stage trice. and doing lots of flips and kicks.
i shall officially SLACK for wushu. cuz i seriously think that i cant do it anymore. =/
haha. so well, after my item, i was so anticipated to see audrey one stage haha.
so i was like hugging audrey, grace and yingting to jiayou them.
i think i am a flirt. lol.
anw their dance is so cool! lol! CAI DAI ROX KAKAKA.
quite nice la, but their beauty takes it all XD
OH YA.
THANKS YVONNE FOR COMING AND WATCH ME, LIKE SPECIALLY FOR ME, U ARE THE BEST!! NOWONDER YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND, HAHA!!
woo! i am so touched. THANKS YVONNE! haa.
changwen, jeff, yanni and i went to clementi for dinner.
jeff told me stuff but yea.
anw, my hair was friggin messy and i took a whole lot of time to make it a LIL betta.
ate mac! haha. and we saw JUNGUI.
btw i saw YUNLUM, WANZHENG and WEIQING too.
OH YA AND NICHOLAS. haha. and SONGMONG AND TWIN BRO JOEL! LOL.
i love clementi, loads of friends dere <3
took 185 with jungui, his friend, yanni and jeff.
upon reaching home soon, i stuffed jeff inside the cab. HOW SWEET OF ME. LOL.
his kneeeeeeeeeeeee LA! lol.
i reached home. and is SUPER SUPER SHAGGED AND TIRED.
that's all folks! i shall update again!




busy days.

woo~ tml's math carnival.
replacing yvonne. and i am gg to my future school NGEE ANN POLY!!!
chio bus. pls stay there ( if any ) XP
you wont be there, will you?
anw, woo! happy days.
i should let go. learning how to let go, one will feel better and prevent one from getting hurt or hurting others.
yes, i could be hurting myself, but love heals everything. i am not letting go.
until 1000days. that's if i can hold on till then.
hold on to me too. if you could. but you nvr will, i think.
haha. 157 days (: its okay. i can wait.
wait until when i oso dunno.
i think i am very silly to go all over singapore to look for you.
but that's okay, because love is silly.
i love you.
signed, guowei.

NAH HAHA. i forgot kiwi's bday.
actually its retarded. i tot ytd was 17th. and waited until 12am to sms her happy bday.
BUT. its the wrong 12am. RETARDED.
so i apologise.
HAPPY BDAY KIM KHAIWOON!!!
haha. so yea. i'm bored.
date me someone, and i'll share secrets with you (:

baron's the greatest! haha. sadded.
drank on sat ma. haha.
and got half drunk.


these days i kept thinking about my friends. those that i cherished alot.
they are those that spread a thousand rainbow colours in my life!
glad ta have ya all. and after next year, we may just seperate from each other, to different jcs, different polys and ites.
some might even migrate! and even if we met each other on the road, we might not be able to say hi to each other.
we might not recognise each other.
and what if we meet up, and found out that we ran out of topics to talk about.
will we just sit together an stone?
anw, i love my friends all, no matter they love me or not.
without them, i'll be like:


and this includes my pskul mates, tuition friends, tree house friends!, other school friends.
let's just say, we are a great ring of friends, and lets never break it (:


haha, it is a lil too early i know but time flies really fast.
two months ago was just my bday.
its only a few posts back.
haha. cherish your time!
i know i get emo nowadays, cuz of you.
yes you (: but that's all right.
i'll continue my search, for you. yes you.

i'll say i want to end off with this picture. lets not make everyone feel this way:

haha. you didnt talk to me again.
but that's okay i'm alrite with it.
haha. i shall go find where u will be by searching the whole of singapore.
lalala (: i think i am gg crazy (:

i am very mabo right now. but i can still think normally.
thanks khaiwoon for talking to me to keep me awake.
i dramk just now.
yes i am drunk but that's okay.
im waking up later with a headache. god.
i love you. very much.
but you dont love me.
but that's okay.
as long as i'm still alive, i will love you till death pull us apart. i think.
HAHA.
i reallly dunno what to say now...
oh ya! national wushu display!
omg its so friggin cool! every pple performing is sooooooooooooo coool la!
*looks in awe*
haha. yea.

life's boring. actually no.
so long as you are happy, i am.
i finally know what's the feeling of loving someone but not able to have her.
i want you to love me but you never will.
but that's okay. so long as i love you, i will understand and respect you and ur decisions.
its not "wei da" of me. its only because i love you.
seriously, i feel a little "ke xi" but its okay.
i love you, and just want you to be happy.
hope he treats you well (:
but i dont hate you or him.
i dont feel pain in the heart.
SERIOUSLY. HAHA.
and that's bout all i gotta say hahaha.
i understand that you love him. so i respect your decision.
therefore, like i said before:
that day, i love you without getting hurt.
anw. that's all i gotta blog.
tml meeting paul to drink after world wushu display.
YAY FREE BEER (:

i think kids nowadays are getting alittle retarded.
if they want to fight, why call a gang?
scared you lose izzit? if you want to fight, fight one on one.
and even if you win, what do you get?
bruises.
you get nothing but bruises, and that's retarded.
gang fight. you have more people so? its not a fair fight.
you scared lose then bring more pple.
how retarded. if you win, it doesnt shows that you are stronger.
it just shows that you are scared of losing.
retarded. hai kids nowadays...
LOL.

lalala today is just normal school day.
nobody found eccentric. nobody found psychologically retarded.
haha. how i wish the demon lord can possess me. than i will get bad luck.
then a guardian angel will come from a random dimension.
and give me luck!
how barren can my mind get.
LOL.
my blog posts arent as interesting after all.
because i dont use cheem cheem words anymore. and lesser pple tag.
HAHA. i dont think you said that to me.
mind ur own business. thanks for ur comment. =D
i forgive u in EVERY way (:

suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da
soshite sore wa kono sekai de ichiban suteki na kotosa
i'll say "i love you" to the one i love.
and that's the most beautiful thing in the world.

yup. i'll say now.
I LOVE YOU
so long as you are happy, i am happy (:
though we never talk anymore, but i know, i still love you though your heart is not in favour of me.

sen no yoru wo koete anata ni tsutaetai
tsutaenakya naranai koto ga aru
"Aisaretai demo aisou to shinai"
sono kurikaeshi no naka wo samayotte
boku ga mitsuketa kotae wa hitotsu kowakutatte kizu tsutatte
suki na hito ni wa sukitte tsutaerun da

As 1000 nights pass, i long to tell you...
I have to let you know
"I want you to love me, but i dont think you will"
I wander around as i repeat this to myself,
Its the only answer i have, even i'm scared of getting hurt.
I'll say "I love you" to the one i love.



yup. that's a nice song exctract from Bleach: Memories of Nobody ending.
its uber nice. life is just so retarded everyday.
now and den, i get random spasms.
haha. yea. i just love you (:



ano hi no boku ni wa mukizu na mama de hito wo aisou to shiteita...
that day, i kept on loving you without getting hurt...

oreta awai tsubasa
kimi wa sukoshi aosugiru
sora ni tsukareta dakesa
mou dareka no tame ja nakute
jibun no tame ni waratte ii yo.

lalala. i am supa bored.
so yea, i am gonna choreograph the whole of the dance and yea great.
gg out with yvonne lata. and i am uber uber bored now.
i dont wanna go tuition. MUM I DONT WANT TO HAVE CHINESE TUITION!
lol. my post are getting more boring than eva. so yea.

i think its pretty retarded of pple to avoid and ignore me.
losing me as a friend, you will never know how good i am.
so yea, stupid you (:

i dont care any more.
i dont give a shit.
you can ignore me and dont reply my smses or comments.
i dont care. you could at least tell me you dont love me.
but that's not the case. i give up already. but i will still love you.
its just that, i think i have fallen for the wrong person, so yea.
i'm stupid to fall in love with you.
i dont give a shit.
so yea, i dont get it why some people will ignore those who likes them.
oh yes, that's me who like you. yes ME. the idiot who like you.
blame it on me that i fell in love with YOU. so say cheese and smile to the camera :D
you just love talking to EVERYONE but not me. haha, how cruel can you get.
it is just so retarded to love you (: and dont give false hope.
you added me on msn and friendster, talked to me and left me here alone.
lalala. you've got me! =D the idiot who loved you.
i'm not feeling angry. i am not feeling sad either.
i am just giving up on you. yes you.
oh well. i want a dog. I WANT A DOG RIGHT NOW.
): gopi come back to me la ): you didnt even appear in my dreams these two years ):
i want a dog. a young pup. maybe a golden retriever, or a small mini husky, or a poodle, or a mini schnauzer or how you spell it. lol.
LALALA. i love dogs, buy one for me please? (x

go ahead, talk your balls out.

ella's new song, qiang qiang.
very nice. she wrote it for her dog.
makes me think of my gopi.
lol. hai. i'm just sad.
the person whom i like, likes someone else.
but i dont care.
i shall just cut off everything that has gotta do with her in my mind and just go on in my life.
lalala.
talk to jeff ytd. haha both of us are having the same feeling.
great hearts feels alike. LOL.
cheer up jeff! =D
i told jeff a secret lol.
i think he is shocked.
haha, anw. OH SHIT. radio is playing qiang qiang again.
T.T i wanna cry.
hai.. anw, the secret i told him, i had already mention in my blog haha.
wanna find out? go check the archives of last yr. XD
bored now. very.

oh ytd went out with isabell, chong han, vincent, yanni and ms ng!
happy teachers day ms ng! haha, she so good, treat us coffee. XD
and we slack around until 9+ den go yanni's block playground.
played truth or dare but i really no mood.
just becuz i walked pass *her* house.
lalala. i shall just go bang my head and go die.
haha.

qiang qiang! ni yao ji de wo...
T.T