Tuesday, October 31, 2006
IN THE PAST 24 HOURS,HAVE YOU...
01 cried: nah
02 worn jeans: nah
03 meet someone: yea
04 done laundry: nah
05 went hungry: yea, lots of times
06 talked on the phone: yea
07 said I love you: nah...
DO YOU BELIEVE IN...
8'yourself: sorta.
9'your friends: yea. friends=trust, but i dun think anyone trust me =( so much for me to trust them...
10'tooth fairy: nah. its stupid.
11'destiny/fate: yea. if there are living things, there are fate, there are destiny. but its our choice to make it =)
12'ghosts: no. its so rude to call them ghost. they are juz wondering spirits, not ghost. or souls will do. duh.
13'UFO: hmm, tough question. i think yes.
FRIENDS AND LIFE...
14'do you ever wished you had another name?: yea, lol. mine sounds weird.
15'do you like anyone: hmm.. to be honest? yea..
16'which of your friends acts most like you: hmm? XUEYAO. being crazy! XD
17'when you cried the most who was there: ... dun feel like saying.. but.. noone... not even my family... let alone friends... ... :'(
18'whats the best feeling in the world: to make people happy. that's the best feeling in the world =)
19'whats the worst feeling in the world : to feel abandon and invisible..
20'what time is it now: 1.45
WHICH IS BETTER...
21'chocolate or vanilla: <3>
22'coke or pepsi: pepsi. coke taste weird.
23'love or lust: L-O-V-E, LOVE.
24'sprite or 7-up: 7-up. sprite taste funny.
25'girls or guys: being neutral. lol. girls are cute, guys are sports partners =D
26'scruff or clean shaved: a litle scruff, a little clean shave. lol.
27'movies day or night: depending on the type of movie.
THE LAST TIME YOU...
28'took a shower: today midnight at 12.03am.
29'cried: dun wanna say..
30'who makes you smile: my friends?
31'who can make you smile no matter what: my top 10 guys and girls.
32'are you in love right now: kinda, sorta, maybe..
DO YOU EVER...
33'sit by the phone waiting for a phone call: yea, sometimes. lol.
4'save AIM conversations: nah
35'wish you were someone else: nope. i am happy being myself =)
36'wish you were a member of the opposite sex: NO FUCKIN' WAY.
37'go online for longer than eight hours: yea, duh = =
38'stucked in a lift: lol, no.
39'people you dont know and you went out wid them: yea. which is like LOTS OF TIMES. duh = = like sally's chalet, gg with 204 class outing = =
40'hate a person to the core that you wished that he/she will die immediately: there was like.. 9 times?
41'swear at your parents or siblings: yea.
42'read comics until you cry: lol. yea, can u believe it O.O
WHO WAS tHE LAST PERSON...
43'that you saw: mum? lol
44'you talked to: Elizabeth Camilia
45'you hugged: chinaMONG lolx.
46'instant messaged you: rain; yuanyu
DO YOU...
47'colour your hair: yea, unintentionally. = = did too much straight perming, my hair turned natural brown = =
48'have tattoos: no, but i am gonna get 1 soon.
49'have piercings: no but i want.
50'have on lipsticks: O.O i aint that gay.
51'own more than 10 flipflops: wtf. no.
52'like someone: yea...
53'hate someone: yea
54'have any money on you: yea
5person which you want him/her to take this quiz :
-SONGMONG
-RAIN; YUAN YU
-AMANDA WONG
-XUEYAO
-NG MING QIAN
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:40 PM
rot-at-home today again. and again. and again. oh yea imma gettin ma pay tml. oh yea, oh baybair. ;)
everyday's a brand new day! =D yea a brand new rot-at-home day. different ways to rot at home. = =
someone ask me out TODAY AND TMR. oh perlis! ask out. (perlis=pls)
argh. SOMEONE, ASK ME OUT TODAY AND TML!!!
AMANDA WONG ask me out!
AMANDA TAN ask me out!
AHMINGG ask me out!
SONGMONG ask YIYAN out!
JANE ask me out!
XUEYAO ask me out!
BENGLIN ask me out!
SINYEE ask me out!
MARK ask me out!
MARY ask me out!
LINGFEI ask me out!
SHIYONG ask me out!
YUNTING ask me out!
RAIN; YUANYU ask me out!
YUANFENG ask me out!
NACHI ask me out!
WANZHENG ask me out!
NICKY ask SERENE out!
JIAN HUI ask MAYLYNN out!
ILENA ask me out!
WEIYANG ask me out!
PRESLEY ask LIPING out!
SIYI ask me out!
6-6 ask me out!!!!!
2C1 ask me out!!!!!
LIBRARY GROUP ask me out!!!!
someone ask me out pls.... call me TODAY!! 24hours FREE!!! so CALL ME OUT!!!!
T.T
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:51 PM
no more crush. no more love. =) so i changed my blogskin, pls dun ask me why =D
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EH WHO IN NEED OF STEAD NOW? LOL I AM TOTALLY FREE. LOLX. DUH, not like i despo or what. = = i can act ur stead for the longest of 2months =D shortest 1second XD ALL GUYS AND GALS WELCOME XD
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tralala, i am happy i aint sad. =) fuck la today work so happening. FARNY STUFF HAPPENS. lol.
someday ago, jeremy went to bake the pizza then i dissapeared. noone served it. and we found it at night afterwards. tonight, 3pizzza went missing. farny seh.
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AMANDA WONG, THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU
WHY ARE YOU SO SHOCKED? = = DUH WHATEVA LIKE I CARE LOL. AND I DUN GET THE CONVERSATION BETWEEN U AND XUEYAO. tell me tell me. =D
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NG MINGQIAN, THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU
i aint hating u = = like duh, i dun ji chou. lolx. =D
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tralala dunno what to say le. lolx. oh yea looking forward to this sat's outing yea =D so i can feel the sea again! =) ok fine, i might one day become the sea-boy XD
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 8:39 AM
Monday, October 30, 2006
shit. burst this damn phonebill thing. $89+ what cha expect. fuck. and i'm gonna pay all by myself. tralala. using my money, that i worked for. tralalala. tralala. trala. tra. TRA MY FOOT! whateva, paypay la whateva.
still dun get it. i didnt go on the internet to download any songs, but its stated that i downloaded a song. wtf. but i didnt. now mum and dad dun believe me. fuckin' shit. at first i thought it was **** budden i trust that she wont do this kind of UNDERHAND STUFF. if she did, i dun think i will tok to her or trust her anymore. oh well, whateva shit.
tralala, forgetting *ahem* soon! =D congratulate me =D
lol, i sound like a flirt. BUT I AINT OKAY. its juz that this will bind me down forever, and i dun wanna do this.. so i should forget *ahem*... oh wells.. =)
NG MING QIAN, THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU:
REPLY MY SMSES, CALL OSO CAN. DUH, OR U CAN SEND ME TESTIMONIAL, OR TAG MY BLOG, OR COME ONLINE AND TOK TO ME. I NOE U AT CHALET DUH~ LOLX. REPLY EH! LOLX. fucking shit, u biased guy. got reply other's tag nvr reply mine, dun tok to you le! lolx. TAG MY BOARD EH! U TAG OTHERS NVR TAG MIND, TRALALA, I AM SO GONNA RAPE U LIAO. XD
PANG XUEYAO THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU:
lets go sentosa TWO TIMES! TWO TIMES! OR THREE! IN THE HOLS! =D GOGOGO! =D
tralala whateva.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:05 PM
Sunday, October 29, 2006
I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.
The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile."
-i found this on someone's blog!! =
yea.. it hurts to sit beside someone, knowning that i cant have that someone...
so i decided, forget it. i shall forget about being in love with AHEM =)
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 1:10 AM
WOI JANE THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR YOU. FEEL TOUCHED OKAY.
THE BIGGEST SECRET: i will call you tonight to tell you XD
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:22 AM
Saturday, October 28, 2006
crap shit. i noe we cant be together. so, i shall juz forget. and guys out there, stop asking me who is *ahem* cuz i wont say, in one way or another. its a secret. =)
i am so gonna miss you by forgetting you.. oh wells.. =)
I AM FEELING WEIRD INSIDE, SO SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IS RIGHT
its been two years ard, so... nvm. great yrs havin' together guys, i will miss you guys out there..
=D to GRACE LIM
heh heh, nice to have you as my sista okay. and then you are crazy like me! sometimes, and sometimes you are so quiet until like shit liddat. so do try not to be so quiet okay? =D we are still in the same school next year, we are still korkor-meimei right? ;) you get what i mean.
=D to SIN YEE aka AILEEN
oh yea, my another meimei in our class =D hey dont get sooo trapped in love yea? focuz on ur studies wor. anyway ur results are BETTER than me lor = = u lvl position higher than me sommore. hey, let's hope that we will get into the same class =D and do well in volley next yr! i will go support u all de wor! =D
=D to MARY SEAH
woi woi woi, hello! my ANOTHER meimei in our class =D u ar... improve so much that ur lvl position higher than me = = KEEP IT UP! =D with the help of mark in maths, blablabla u will sure get high de =D continue doing this wor! and lets go sentosa beach next time, wear bikini yea! ;) and get barney along. get what i mean ;)*wink*wink* lolx. hey ya, hope we get in same class next year lor =)
=D to MARK LIM
hey, glad to know you as my friend =D and my DARLING NO.1 REPLACEMENT XD hope we get into same classs next yr leh =D hmm, eh improve in ur bball, i wanna see you play and fight INTO THE NATIONALS =D lolx, lets go KOKA again! =D wif the same pple, mary sinyee u me weiyang carmen kaina. and laugh out until we cry XD remember sin yee say, the pot is hot, like our bed leh then we can go "uh! uh!" inside = = something liddat lolx. sick la lolx. eh continue to hug each other next yr XD lolx. i love hugging lol. anyone duh~ = = ok so take my words! =)
=D to SHIYONG
my darling no.2, yeeeeeeeeeeeee OH!! wassup! =D hey, ur bballl skills are like so great =O so keep it up! =D and if u have any competitions with NANHUA HIGH, tell me, i wanna compare who better XD u or darling no. 3 XD ok so, why are you so afraid of talking to girls alone? >:( dun get it >( let me think... O.O are you afraid they are pontianaks? lolx jkjk, they arent okay. learn from me, be open, and have many friends. not juz gals hor! guys oso, like duh~ =D BE MORE OPEN and have more friends!! =)
=D to LING FEI
eh walao, u ignore me. duh~ walao dun let me hug u, shit u la. anyway, i hugg u too much in second half of yr, cuz u are my no.1 duh~ lol. eh u dun lame until those kao peh ones can anot? feel so much like bashing you up sia. lolx. WOI I WANNA FIGHT WITH YOU, SEE NCC OR WUSHU FIGHTS BETTER =D lol, nvm i nvr learn wushu dat time i got learn STREET FIGHTING. so u oso wont beat me duh~ I LEARN NIN-JITSU BEFORE HAHAHA. SO YOU WILL DIE OSO!! hahaha. duh~ anyway, next yr ar, u better not dao me hor, otherwise you are gonna be so damn dead. lolx.
=D to ILENA
hello! dun go cut urself again yea? lets go sentosa somedays! with xueyao jane joel rain yunting benglin blablablablabla lolx. and play. and i gonna put tattoo leh!! no is i want de.. buddden parents dun allow sia. lolx. fuck. lol. anyway, have fun in the hols! hope we got same class next year =D
=D to RUBY, KAINA
woi, two cute de. dun be so cute can anot?! >:( snatch my positions leh! lolx ok fine i noe i very bhb. BUT THAT'S THE TRUTH! lol jkjk. continue to be cute kays~ =D
=D to PEILING
copycat target. lolx. i like copying ur movements XD lol, hey.. nth to say liao lor, missed the time i copy u everytime XD lol.
=D to OTHER BOYS
hey guys!! dun go too much on com games leh! go play sporty stuff la! its very unhealthy to go too much on com games! go beach play la! or go whereva BUT NOT LAN GAMING. bet u all go lan gaming alot in hols de lor lolx. anyway lets keep in touch! haha. missed the time we made fun of the gals XD
=D to OTHER GALZ
WOI CREATE FAN CLUB OF ME!! xD and the what clique stuff, wadeva. lolx creating groups on ur own.. W/O ME! wadeva DUH~ ITS GIRLS STUFF. lolx that's what u all keep saying lolx. woi woi woi, u galz ar, have more fashion sense hor! next year we got gathering AGAIN then u gals must be MORE FASHIONABLE OKAY. lolx.
=D to MDM ANG
FUCK YOU.
=D to MDM LUAN
-NIL- (not applicable)
=D to THE REST OF THE TEACHERS WHO TAUGHT US
we are moving to the school holding site! oh wells, so far leh! from clementi! den hor, i cannot hang out wif nanhuarians easily leh! lolx. find the principal toktok awhile see got other holding site anot leh lolx. so far! COMMONWEALTH LEH! lolx nvm. thanks for teaching us all these years, and tolerating our ignorance, our problematic attitudes, our unwillingness, pls forgive us =( haha we will still be in the same school hey! =D THANK YOU TEACHERS!!
i miss you so...
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:30 PM
Friday, October 27, 2006
ytd was a TOTALLY GREAT DAY =D of course, it could be better =D seeing this class so united... and out pathetic class so not united... i feel so jealous =( oh wells.
Summary of the GREAT DAY TODAY:
-woke up at 6+am smsed jane cuz she smsed me = =
-slept again. woke again at 8+am smsed jane AGAIN = =
-yay all prep and ready, lets go! to harbour front for my BREAKFAST =D
-so i reached early, oh wells. bought teenage magazine BUT apparently... there's a PAD for gals in it. = =
-yay jane came, so i gave her the stupid PAD aka BREAD = =
-she didnt have her strawberry jam today = =
-ok so we went of to find AH MONG.
-AHMONG, U ARE SO DAMN LATE = =
-met ANITA and some YIYAN or wadeva de gal =P
-ahmong is late. oh i saw their class chairman =D
-WOI SONGMONG where are you?!
-ok fine so me and jane went off to Vivo-city =D
-den we went to harbour front central. went mac buy food went back.
-SONGMONG FINALLY HERE! =D
-gave him the hashbrown =) and den gave jane the sausage mc muffin. i ate egg mc muffin. =D
-blabla chatting. oh yea, COLIN joined us =D
-wowee~ ransacked jane's bag but me and Colin saw her.. brazier in her bag.. = =
-yay everybody arrived. i saw melvin, aven, hain =D hellooo!
-went off--to SENTOSA =D
-reached sentosa.
-so Joan was like talking to me, and i didnt really catch what she saying den i was like "huh?"
-den she say i dao her =( lolx
-blablabla went to erm.. PALAWAN BEACH. =D
-went to find Tricia first
-den i went back. waddle in water.
-took my top off. why are the gals screaming huh? didnt noe, think they saw something scary? or they started water splashing? = =
-went off and throw wet sand at JANE =D jane's my first target.
-budden the gals throw me back. = =
-songmong, colin & benglin were like.. see who take off top first = = lolx!
-okay so we started splashing water wooots~ everybody is wet! err... not really everybody. darren's not XD
-played with the frisbee that we borrowed.
-i found a crab! but its dead. with MAGGOTS. omagosh. wtf. omg.
-burried it and with some leaves and grasses, i made a tomb for it XD
-was like drawing my name on the sand 2 times XD
-made the letter "R" for my name XD my masterpiece is still broken by the waves = =
-omg someone lost the soccer ball. no it fell into the deep drain.
-err... we lost their frisbee oso. apparently the kao peh pa jiao guys were like ACTING BENG WHEN THEY ARENT. U WANT SEE SOMETHING BENG? WHAT'S REAL BENG? COME FINDE ME. DUN THINK U ITE DE DEN I SCARED OKAY. U ARE JUZ LIKE A SOCIETY-FAILURE. as for me, express stream is definitely better than YOU GUYS, the SOCIETY-FAILURES -.-
-pa jiao la, i was almost like gonna kick that guy's ass and smash him into pulps like what i did to one gal about erm... 3yrs ago? or 2? not sure, but i really did.
-okay fine then we left lo~ blabla WE FOUND THE FRISBEE. =D
-okay so we left off to joan's house? right? i forgot lolx.
-okay so, we i met this ex teacher of their's. think is MS WANG. =)
-started the bbq fire. wooots. i was there to help, but i dun think i am of much help la.
-yay fire is ready, lets go and eat! the guys started cookin.
-played dai-dee. ate, and went of to a SECRET PLACE with JANE and SONGMONG =D
-yay we sang songs. ALOT of songs.
-went back played in gym.
-songmong and jane dissappeared. went to SECRET PLACE and found them.
-sang alot fo songs again! i think we could make into NANHUA IDOL and CLEMENTI IDOL XD lolx
-lalala. i am so happy ytd. =D
-went home. oh took pics with AMANDA and who and who lolx.
-so i noe alot of friends today =D
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:31 PM
aww... i so miss 2C1... lets run back the memories...
1C1 1st day of skul:-okay self-intro, the most hatred stuff XD
-sekteng was like so... lolx, farny XD
-okay so we went com lab
-played wif the com using the FORUM
-we keep asking around who likes LINGFEI
-1st was sinyee, 2nd yilin, 3rd kaina
-den pple say i like KAINA O.O wt...
1C1 CTSS Carnival '05: (last day of skul)-arh! omg! the huge slide~ =D
-selling food
-bad weather =(
-budden 1C1's spirit's still high! mary, me, sinyee played slide. wif weiyang, mark blablabla. lolx. its fun! and mary's skirt kena wet.
-Clementi Idol! WOOOTS~ Grace, u got 3rd!! woooo~ =D
-everybody love each other (erm, i guess so?)
-bid good-bye, meet next yr! =D
2C1 1st Day:-happy to see each other =D
-hello everybody, i am back~ XD and changed. =P
-shutian joined our class!
-me and sekteng de relationship went well. WOI FRENDSHIP HOR. cuz we sec1 dat time not so well, very the bad lolx.
-hmm nth liao lor. juz happy.
2C1 SinYee Bday PARTY:-hello everybody! i am your guide to sinyee's house! =D
-wee everybody arrived! so let's set off!
-Grace called.
-OOOOOPPPPSSSSS!!! Grace i forgot about you! SHIT. SORRY! ='(
-went to near sinyee's house bus stop.
-waited for grace =D
-went to play water fight! XD
-sinyee and gals were wet FIRST
-the guys were next lolx.
-played block-catching-cum-water-fight. lolx. its so funn!
-ate and sang bday song! =D FUN!! =D
2C1 Ilena's Bday Party:-oooooomg! yay knew jane, xueyao, rain, yunting who who and who. oh! melvin and sally oso.
-the whole group went first WITHOUT ME AND SINYEE =(
-went wif sinyee and me.
-wtf?! me and sinyee not steading then classmates go cheer = = lame sia!
-went playground.
-went downstair wif eugene buy drinks.
-jane, sally, xueyao and some pple tot i am JOEL SEAH FRM NHHS, den shout down, "JOEL!!"
-i look up and ignored lolx.
-went up. they tot i am joel = = okay nvm, so xueyao was "in love" wif me cuz i look like joel. = =
-played wif cream! lolx.
-yay! sang bday songs take pics, the end! =D
2C1 Eugene Bday Party:-fun! played water bomb.
-apparently, the water bomb is hard, and wont burst = =
-everyone complain its pain. so we had water fight instead. its totally fun! =D
-ate, play ate play ate play XD
2C1 Last day of skul:-aww... i am so sad...
-i sang the song HERO by ENRIQUE IGLESIAS. and cried, alot alot alot.. =( I MISSS THE TIMES WE HAD =(
-aww, i miss 2C1!!! =(
-cannot go bbq summore... haiz... =( oh wells..
-remember the times we shared our joy in the dramas of literature, our lame shit talks, our lame shit jokes, our lessons when we chat with teachers... =(
-remember the times we shared sorrow... like we have any lolx. =(
-remember the time i cried yesterday! =( i am gonna hug EVERYONE during SATURDAY.
haiz.. i am gonna miss 2c1...
today was fun! will say in my next blog. lolx.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:46 AM
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
my 51st post!! yay~ lolx
congratz to myself!! XD
HAPPY BDAY AMANDA TAN NHHS!!
harharhar, i am being exceptionally happy and crazy today =(
THE DAY HAS FINALLY ARRIVED, THE DAY OF DEPARTURE, OMG I AM GETTING SAD. xD
i feel so much like singing a song with the whole class.. i mean, alot of songs, budden... haiz... fuck.. i am dropping tears! WTF. nvm wadeva, i am the HOPE that is left behind from [PANDORA'S BOX] after its being opened, so i should smile =D
i will take away all the sorrows of mankind, and make sure they are always happy. always. forever... i will and i mean it...
haiz... tml cannot go class bbq, blame it on my results.. oh wells =) i am still smiling and standing. i wont falter and i wont crumble to bits, i wont and i mean it. =) believe in me everyone out there, i wont!! so stop asking me not to take the results too seriously!! =D i wont falter, i wont crumble, i will only smile =D
oh wells =) whateva, maybe i should refresh memories of class tml on how i look like when i am solemn, so they wont forget the both sides of me: the FALLEN ANGEL, and the HAPPY SOUL =D yea, maybe i should be solemn and sad tml, then the class will nvr forget me XD ohwells=)
sian tml still got work... haiz... fuck. =( oh wells =)
omg, i am gonna cry.. save me, save me pls...
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 7:37 AM
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
yay my 50th post at last! XD so little sia lolx.
omg today was god damn sian la..
Summary for taday-sianing, morning woke up
-smsed amandatan 201 and mingqian 208
-sianing again, go online
-nvr eat breakfast, go work
-BASTARD JOEL, SHOUT MY NAME SO LOUD FOR WHAT
-lolx, bastard leh u! lolx, nvm i forgive u. oh yea, saw songming too lolx.
-went home
-smsed mingqian
-online awhile
-someone inlove wif mingqian! and me, and xueyao and songming! XD crazy person, i tink its the same one.
-listen to music+read my INFATUATED-WITH-THE NEW PAPER+drink pepsi+eating peanuts lolx
-smsed mingqian, sinyee, grace lim
-reminded pple to send me fotos for a video i making =D
-slping soon budden cannot sleep
-so, i blogged XD
very sian leh these days, omg i am watching deathnote this fri! yay! alone.. =( if mingqian going then not alone, if xueyao going den not alone, if amanda.. blablabla, amanda got bday -.-
wth, i think my pskul fren riduan spammed mingqian's blog wif i love you wtf?! and den hor oso used my name leh! and oso in other pri skul fren's blog, sec school oso got! WTH LA, FUCK U RIDUAN.
lolx nah i forgive u. lolx.
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:25 AM
Sunday, October 22, 2006
Stay with me
Don't fall asleep too soon
The angels can wait, for the moment
Come real close
Forget the world outside
Tonight we're alone
Its finally you and i...
(jane love this song dude. XD erm, actually its called written in the stars, not fall to pieces, budden my album write fall to pieces = =)
omg i am gonna watch DEATHNOTE!!! FINALLY! ... i bet everyone see le = = omg deathnote is so hot in movie industry la! maybe next time i create a hotter movie to outburst everyone XD
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:48 AM
i am walking this lonely lane all alone,
with nothing to do and so, i roam...
in the darknest, i cannot see...
why is the pain only in me...?
the empty soul, the empty heart...
the death of the bird and the fallen lark...
may i be the lark that's fallen and sad,
or may i be, insane and mad...?
i just....
(canot think anymore further. =( no mood la)
eh chi bai, u teng chu la! FUCK YOU, understand?! Gan lin na la chi bai! when i noe which bastard or bitch go xian hai me, u are gnna pay, get it?! (if u guys wanna noe, ask me personally or ask mingqian XD) lol...
haiz... today simply no mood lor... haiz...
OH YEA! GOT A CODE LEH! XD lame code. i just anyhow write one, haha. i dunno its a code anot. if u found out its a code, then u tell me. lolx. i dunno its a code or not la..
4440555666888330644466477444266
XD go help me find out pls XD
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:27 AM
i am walking this lonely lane all alone,
with nothing to do and so, i roam...
in the darknest, i cannot see...
why is the pain only in me...?
the empty soul, the empty heart...
the death of the bird and the fallen lark...
may i be the lark that's fallen and sad,
or may i be, insane and mad...?
i just....
(canot think anymore further. =( no mood la)
eh chi bai, u teng chu la! FUCK YOU, understand?! Gan lin na la chi bai! when i noe which bastard or bitch go xian hai me, u are gnna pay, get it?! (if u guys wanna noe, ask me personally or ask mingqian XD) lol...
haiz... today simply no mood lor... haiz...
OH YEA! GOT A CODE LEH! XD lame code. i just anyhow write one, haha. i dunno its a code anot. if u found out its a code, then u tell me. lolx. i dunno its a code or not la..
4440555666888330644466477444266
XD go help me find out pls XD
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:27 AM
Thursday, October 19, 2006
argh! my blog lost one post i juz posted in midnight! fuck. nvm
anyway i was too depressed i think, and cut myself. but failed. i sawed hard, budden cannot cut through my skin la! and fuck. this com cannot transfer fotos. let u guys see next time. fuck argh!! anyway, i cannot cut myself la, skin too thick! fuck sia. and. i've been using so much vulgarities nowadays.. chee bai la.. wtf i doing i oso dunno. i just now i am a DUMB IDIOT. ARGH.
anyway, i am depressed sia. XD haha but i still MUST BE POSITIVE! =D going around cheering pple up. budden,i feel so guilty today.. wasnt my actual self la..
summary 4 today:-today was a bad day. was playing "taboo" budden actually dun feel like playing..
-still i remained POSITIVE and played throughout the game juz fine.
-argh, went for the arts stupid sicko stuff.
-then goes on well and yilin splash COLD WATER on me, argh freakin cold. brrr~ lolx
-den blablabla.
-after school went pizza hut, was like freakin long to take the person to key in order.
-bill took so loong to come.
-scolded russel cuz i am pissed. for no reason.. haiz..
SORRY RUSSEL! =(
-rch home and used com.. haiz.. ltr continue bloggin or maybe not..
2C1 is breakin up next yr haiz.. will miss darling no.1 & no.2 cuz we gg diff class... haiz... haha still can contact no.3 XD cuz not even same school. haha. argh. i cant go 3ple sci le la. =( haiz... nvm... forget it... anyway, i dun even feel like living le... wadeva.. trying to cry, budden.. i cant.. haiz...
haha, fancy a guy cryin! what am i thinking? lolx. wadeva.
oh cheer up RYU!!
=D
still, i cant be happy deep inside.. haiz...
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 1:41 AM
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
oh my god.. today was so... argh... *sigh*
went to teahouse today.. was enjoying myself somehow, free food+i bought some food. was thinking of buying some tea leaves for parents budden no money T.T sorry mum, sorry dad.. =(
haiz.. so after teahouse thingy, we went back to school.. then came the worst nightmare eva. results were flashed to us. argh.. i am so stupid.. stupid results.. argh..
I HATE ME. argh.. why am i born such a fuckin' idiot?! argh.. *sigh*..
ENG: 65+/100 no v sure.
CHI: 61/100
MATH: 82/100
SCI: 51/100 WTF. I WAS LIKE WTF?! my journals is like 3/64 la. cost me a big bomb..
LIT: 55+/100 erm i think its liddat. not v sure..
HIST: 42/100
ART: 36/100
budden 2nd combination i got like, 1 A2, 1 B3, 1 B4, 1 C5, 1 C6 & 2 E8..
FUCK. SHIT. DAMN. ARGH. i am such an idiot.. dunno wad's overall for 1st and 2nd combination leh.. maybe i will fail two subs.. fuck..
hmm... haha.. everytime tell others to be positive.. budden in the end, i am the one not being positive.. haha.. oh wells, tml i shall juz be positive. see anyone very sad then i can go comfort. haha. otherwise, where got pple can like trying to help pple, even when they are in pain themselves. trying to make a difference in this world haha. i will be the one who is always positive in other's mind! =D i will be the positive one. cheering pple up, even when wadeva bad happens to me! =) and they will see what a beautiful place the world is in =D
oh well, tml nobod shall see me being sad, cuz i wont.. but maybe tml... i may juz flare up at pple.. i dunno.. happened in p-skul b4.. i juz flare at anyone when my results sux.. and i cant control it.. argh... so pple.. beware ar tml... i will try to control.. =)
ohyea, i kissed lingfei's neck today! XD for fun haha. sry lingfei but i aint gay = = anyway u are my darling NO. 1! XD jkjk.. haiz..
oh wells, hope ahem score well too. =)
haiz.. yr coming to end le... i will miss 2c1 times...haiz...
i wil remember 2c1 foreva...
and.. my fuckin father was like.. wanna cancel the internet connection.. fuck him la.. stupid. say that my eldest sister and i were not doing the very best we had, and we were slackin all the way.. I AINT SLACKIN' DAD! FUCK YOU! WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U SAW ME WORKING HARD FOR MY EXAMS?! U DIDNT EVEN SEE ME WORK HARD, SO HOW COULD YOU SAY I SLACKIN'?! I FEEL SO FUCKED UP AND PISSED BY YOU, YA NOE?! I AM REALLY GONNA JUMP DOWN THE BUILDING. BUT I AM THINKING FOR YOU, FUCKER! IF I DIE, THAT MEANS MORE MONEY WILL BE SPENT ON THE FUNERAL. SO I AM HELPING U SAVE MONEY AND QUIT YAPPING UR FUCKIN' MOUTH AND SHOWING YOUR FUCKIN' ATTITUDE. U SUX LIKE SHIT YA NOE?! FUCK YOU! IDIOT! I AM WORKIN FOR MY HARDEST AND YOU SAID I DIDNT! FUCK YOU! FINE.
I DIDNT STUDY FOR MY EXAMS!!
wadeva. i am seriously going to cut myself as many times as possible, i dun care the pain le. and one obvious thing.
My Eldest sister is seriously working her hardest. you noe how she studied? behind the doors, she read over and over and over. fuck you for sayin that she didnt study well. she studied so hard la, i think more than anyone else. fuck you. u didnt see how much effort we put in, and scolded us. even if we said back that we did, u wont listen. YOU FUCKIN FATHER. YOU DONT DESERVE TO BE MY FATHER. YOU SAID U CARE FOR US CUZ U GAVE US MONEY. WELL? THE WORLD WILL BE A BETTER PLACE BETTER OFF MONEY!!! IF THERE IS LOVE, THERE COMES MONEY. BUT U DIDNT GIVE US LOVE, YOU GAVE US SHIT. FUCK YOU. U DONT EVEN NOE WHAT YOUR SON LIKES, WHAT YOUR SON DETESTS, WHAT YOU SON WANTS AND WHAT YOUR SON DID. YOU JUZ GAVE THE MONEY AND SCOLD ALL YOU WANT. FUCK YOU. AND I DONT DESERVE TO BE HERE ANYWAY.
I AM BETTER OFF DEAD. living in this family=death
there is no difference in death and living with YOU as my FATHER. FUCK YOU. AND I DONT GIVE A DAMN ABOUT YOUR HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. SERIOUSLY. SINCE YOU DONT CARE FOR MY FEELINGS, WHY SHOULD I CARE FOR YOURS? I TRIED TO CARE FOR YOU, AND I SUCCEEDED. YOU DIDNT EVEN TRY TO CARE FOR ME AND MY SISTERS. FUCK YOU! AND NOW, I SHANT EVEN LET YOU BOTHER ME! FUCK YOU IDIOTIC BASTARD! I HATE YOU.
logging off. and i might never ever online for this 3 months le. byebye..
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:51 AM
Monday, October 16, 2006
Of Your Friends...List 10 Of Your Friends (Any Gender) Below
1. Ming Qian
2. Xue Yao
3. Eugene Lee(nanhua high)
4. Song Ming
5. Shi Yong
6. Ilena
7. Jane
8. Joel
9. Shi Yng
10. Ling Fei
Now Answer The Questions Below Referring To The Friends You Listed Above.
1)How long have you known 1?: [mingqian]
erm.. a few weeks? oh yea. very ZUN de, 2 weeks.
2)Have you been to 8's house?: [joel]
nope
3)Do you like 6?: [ilena]
as a fren.
4)Are 4 and 10 friends?: [songming&lingfei]
nope.
5)Have you been to 3's house?: [eugene]
nope.
6)Would you ever live with 5?: [shiyong]
hmm. yea? =/
7)When was the last time you talked to 4?: [songming]
during mid autumn nanhua high.
8)Would 1 and 6 make a good couple?: [mingqian&ilena]
lolx. dun think so. ilena is shiyong's. lol
9)How about 8 and 10?: [shiying&lingfei]
YEA!!! lol.
10)Have you ever dreamt about 2?: [xueyao]
nope?
11)Have you ever slept with 9?: [shiying]
NO AND NVR. lol lingfei will smash me to pulps. lol.
12)Is 7 attractive?: [jane]
lolx. yea. especially to JOEL
13)Do you love 4?: [songming]
erm. yea brotherly love XD
14)Would you ever cuddle with 1?: [mingqan]
YEA. and rape him on the spot.
15)Would you ever kiss 1?: [mingqian]
this is so absurd okay. lolx
16)What do you like best about 8?: [joel]
he's quite comical. keep saying "JIAO EH!" oso. lolx
17)Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9?: [mingqian. eugene. shiyong. jane. shiying.] =P dunno? lolx. obvious question = =
18)Do you ever wish you never met 3?: [eugene]
not sure XD
19)How did you meet 5?: [shiyong]
he is my sec-sch classmate. a very cute guy.
20)Has 2 seen you naked?: [xueyao]
no. lolx. and i bet she wants to see. lolx.
21)Have you seen 2 naked?: [xueyao]
no ****ing way.
22)Who is taller? 5 or 10?: [shiyong or lingfei]
obvious. 10 la.
23)Have you met 4's family?: [songming]
nope.
24)Would you ever go out with 3?: [eugene]
yea? why?
25)Do you think 7 is funny?: [jane]
YEA. her signature laughter XD C-U-T-E
26)What about 6?: [ilena]
XD yea sumtimes.
27)Where was the last place you went with 1?: [mingqian]
hmm.. nanhua high? lol? mid autumn haha.
28When was the last time you hung out with 2?: [xueyao]
nan hua high? lol. mid autumn.
29)Where do you want to take 1?: [mingqian]
hmm.. a FREAKY HAUNTED HOUSE and play DARE XD
30)When do you want to see 4?: [songming]
anytime boss.
31)Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?: [shiyong&ilena]
definitely. XD
32)Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?: [JANE&JOEL]
hmm.. tough question. I THINK SO!!! XD
33)Would 9 or 10 ever live together?: [shiying&lingfei]
yea. lolx
34)Would you let 3 have your baby?: [eugene]
eugene can produce good babies ba XD no nid my help hahaha.
35)Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?: [mingqian]
not a dark secret. just a deep secret. yea. hahha.
36)Has 1 ever told you a secret?: [mingqian]
yea. duh.
37)Would you runaway with 1?: [mingqian]
LOL? TO WHERE? SI BEN MA? LOLX?! hahaha.
38)Who was the last person 9 kissed?: [shiying]
i dunno. lingfei ba XD
39)Who was the last person 7 hugged?: [JANE]
MOST PROBABILITY: JOEL
40)What word or phrase does 8 say alot?: [JOEL]
"JIAO EH!"
41)Does 7 make you laugh?: [jane]
yea.
42)Does 2 ever annoy you?: [xueyao]
no. i think i annoys her XD
43)When did you last call 4?: [songming]
erm. i didnt even called him once. except he picked up jane's fone and tok to me XD on 3rd oct.
44) Do you ever talk to 1 online?: [mingqian]
yea.
45)What about 2?: [xueyao]
yea.
46)Does 10 smell bad?: [lingfei] (you expect me to really "smell"?!)
lolx. i dunno. i dun think so.
47)Does 1 smell nice?: [mingqian] (you expect me to really "smell"?!)
-.^ I guess so. lolx.
47)Are 1 and 8 friends?: [mingqian&joel]
yea.
Now the most exciting part. Write down the names of 5 friends and ask them to do this survey. Have Fun!
1. jane
2. xueyao
3. mingqian
4. sin yee
5. song ming
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:29 AM
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 5:16 AM
Sunday, October 15, 2006
*yawns* its 1.30am now.. sian.. v tired these days.. worn out from my work la!! everyday 12am reach home... *YAWNS* haiz.. sooo worned out then tml oso got school. whoops, TODAY got school 5 more hours to sleep ya.. haiz.. think i tml sleeping in class le la.. no mood leh. today actually dun feel like gg to work, budden. haiz.. nvm. tired jiu tired lor.. overstressed le even betta.. can suffer more.. haha.. *yawn* ahem sleep le wor. aiya piggy eveytime early sleep de =) haha, shant disturb le la. anyway, everybody should sleep at this point of time..
ARGH!!! gettin paper back today!! argh! oh yea, gonna straighten my hair today AGAIN. reborn le very flat X( so muz straighten. yay! auntie betty say its 25 bucks to straighten!!! YAY!! cheap sia. thank you auntie betty!! i love you! haha..
thinking of you... are you thinking of me..? haiz.. dun dare to tell u how i feel... haiz.. cuz rejection hurts...
haha ohyea.xueyao, you are dumb, anybody oso can see this message la. juz a matter of they noe i got write or not! XD
slping tml in class, dun wake me up pls. XD haah.. *yawns*
RAPING MING QIAN NEXT TIME I SEE HIM
HE OWES ME LOTS OF POSTS IN HIS BLOG
!!BWAHAHAHAHA!!
... oh yea, u noe hor, today one stupid thang happened. i was working when a woman said she wanna complain about me. say wad i nvr go key in her order of calamari rings, forgot her orders and didnt cancel her order. and she is gonna complain to the manager about me. = = i didnt even tok to her la, wtf. and still she said that i took her orders. HELLO INDIAN BITCH?! CAN U SEE THAT I AM NOT IN CHARGE OF AREA ALPHA? I AM IN CHARGE OF AREA DELTA, NOT ALPHA, SO I DUNNO WHO THE FUCK YOU ARE. FUCK OFF BITCH. I THINK CUZ U NO MONEY TO BUY CALAMARI RINGS OF $4.20 LA, DUN BUY LA, FUCKING BITCH. U SUX LIKE STINKING SHIT U NOE?
F-U-C-K Y-O-U O-L-D H-A-G B-I-T-C-H. u want to eat u go other pizza hut eat la, fucker. no money dun come here eat. still wanna maglign me say that i forgot ur orders. i wasnt even in charge of the area u are sitting, so how am i supposed to noe wad u want? u idiotic bitch. dun think u complain will do any good. u will oso not get ur calamari rings. bitch. complain lor, i oso work here for fun. kena fire oso nvm. blehs. i still can do job in urban warehouse where i slack and get more pay per hour. can do wif nachi sommore. BLEH U INDIAN BITCH. FCK YOU. XP
lols, when she said this to me: "i asked for my calamari rings, and you didnt take down my order. you forgot my order, and i canceled it. so i would DEFINITELY complain to your manager!", she is toking in a very serious and serious manner. i was like, huh? i blur tio. dunnno wad the fuck she toking about la. lol. i dunno wad calamari rings blabla shit. lolx. i dun even think i eva seen her lor. lol. no wonder, she not sitting in my area. lolx. and she wants to complain to my manager for NOT EVEN SEEING HER. LOLX!! and hor, she toking to me in the serious tone, i was like lookin at Geraldine in a sacarstic manner, huh? -.^ lolx. and then i rolled my eyes, and the indian bitch saw me rolling my eyes. lolx but then Geraldine oso nvr saw my expression... XD
and i told one colleague about this she laugh until like... siao la, haha.. lolx. oh yea, and i fell down today. shoe too slippery XD lolx. and then Surya was like laughing at me. and said that my whole face went DAMN RED LA. then alot of people oso say. lol. omg, cant believe i was blushing?! lolx. and that's quite embarrasing u noe. and i scared a kid. aww sorry!
lolx
today was alot of strange happenings!!! haha. okie gtg sleep lor, nitey!! (sry is dawn le. DAWNY! lolx.)
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:58 AM
Saturday, October 14, 2006
1.full name: Ryu Fong Guo Wei
2. name backwards: Iew Oug Gnof Uyr (sounds so ORCISH and OGRELY, eew)
3. were you named after someone: no.
4. meaning of name: The only dragon in the world. = =
5. nickname: FONGGUOWEI!, oi-shuaige = =
6. screen name: Frozen Tears in my eyes.. i am thinkin' of you..
7. D.O.B: 15/07/92
8. place of birth: I AM NOT SURE. CUZ I LOOK LIKE A SPIRIT = =
9. nationality: singaporean
10. current location: in front of com screen?
11. star sign: CANCER
12. religion: Christian that doesnt goes to church = =
13. height: 172+cm
14. weight: 58kg
15. shoe size: 8
16. hair colour: Dark Brown [natural]
17. eye colour: BLACK
18. who do (people say) you look like: JOEL SEAH, a SURIA channel star?! WTF?!, some other star = =
19. innie or outtie: OUTIE =D
20. leftie or rightie: Left
21. gay, straight, bi or others: BI
22. best friends: the library group, 6-6ians and some 2c1ians
23. best friend you trust most: JANE, XUEYAO, MINGQIAN, JOEL, SONG MING, SOME 6-6ians..
24. favourite pals: ?? ming qian, jane, xueyao, joel and 6-6ians lor.
25. best friend of opposite sex: JANE. XUEYAO. 6-6galz
26. best buddies: MING QIAN, LING FEI, SHI YONG, JOEL and some other?
27. boyfriend or girlfriend: boyfriend and girlfriend. = = i am very outgoing, not juz stick to guys = = i can communicated well wif both sexes!!! =D
28. crush: *ahem*, jennifer, very very short de one day crush-yuanyu aka rain XD
29. parents: ...
30. worst enemy: hmm.. remembered any enemies? nope. =D
31. favourite online guy: MING QIAN XD u meh? always tok to u oso like toking to corpse. = =
32. favourite online girl: XUEYAO, JANE XD
33. craziest friend: XUEYAO!! the crazy one hahaha..
34. advice friend: hmm? i am the advicer for my friends ok = =
35. loudest friend: ISABEL CHEW XD
36. person you cry with: hmm.. jennifer, mum, my elder sis, my cuzs, ferind, balqis, farahan
37. any sisters: yea, alot. check my frenser profile.
38. any brothers: yea. joel sia.. !!!! JOEL SEAH=JOEL SIA!!! XD hahaha. and someother pple.
39. any pets: yes, my ex pets. CHUBBY my ham ham! aww.. Jules my white ham ham!
40. any disease: not exactly a disease, but juz low blood = =
41. pagers: hello? nobod use this now = =
42. personal phone line: 93807333
43. cell phone: SONY ERICSSON K750I
44.red or blue: DARK PURPLE, a mixture of both.
45. pool or hot tub: POOL
46. a car: BMW
47. your personality: outgoing, out-trashing, hyper, enthu, talkative, vulgar =X lol, and some other..
48. driving: nope, but noes how to. lol on gear 4 only == dun dare use gear 5 lolx.
49. room: blue every where, except bed and com and some tiny stuff. got a bed that can pull out at the bottom, 3 desk, 2 coms, one closet and dozens of cupboards XD
50. whats missing: *AHEM*'s love
51. school: CTSS
52. bed colour: brown wooden framing and sky blue as the cover haha.
53. relationship with parents?: fcked up. but still talkable.
54. believe in yourself: duh. yea.
55. believe in love at first sight: omg yea.
56. good listener: of course, i am an advicer, wad do u expect?
57. get along well with parents: erm.. wif money matters, yea. the others hai ok... and others others is noway.
58. save email conversations: ?! who the fck saves those stuff?
59. pray: when i am in need of god's help. haha..
60. believe in reincarnation: a little.
61. make fun of people: YEA. DISIAO PPLE LA.
62. like to talk on the phone: yes, wif ahem* if i could..
63. want to get married: yea.
64. like to drive: yea, but in m'sia XD they carn catch me XD
65. motion sickness: ???
67. eat chicken with fork: nope. i eat wif fork and knife.
68. dream in colour: somehow abit colourfull but all colours are dimmed a little.
69. type with your fingers on home role: wtf is this?
70. sleep with stuff animals: yea, loved to last time. now not. thrown away ='(
71. next to you: air, table, chairs.
72. on the walls of your room: nothing?
73. on your mousepad: BLOOD. i dun use mouse pad leh, lolx.
74. dream car: BMW cum MERCEDES
75. dream date: *AHEM*
76. dream honeymoon spot: i stated in the post two post ago. XD go check it out.
77. dream husband or wife: *ahem*
78. bedtime: everyday if no school: 2to3am, others 11pm to 12am
79. under your bed: dirts and papers. = =
80. single most important question: ???
81. bad time of a day: hmm.. almost 24hours
82. your worst fear: got any meh? dun haf la, except pple crying. XD
83. the weather is: abit hazy. and dark = =
84. time: 2:00am
85. date: 15oct 2006
86. best trick did on someone: stipped someone off pants and underwear XD
87. theme song: alot.
88. hardest thing about growing up: able to erect anytime XD jkjk. i aint that horny. hmm.. being too handsome =X XD
89. funniest experience: none?
90.scariest experience: wearing a skirt on stage and dance = =
91. silliest thing you have ever said: oh-je-bi-ah-duh-bi-ja-AHHHHHH!!!! lol was stammering.
92. scariest thing while you are with your friends: got any meh? i aint a scaredy cat ya noe? = =
93. worse feeling: being fcked up and pissed and magligned.
94. best feeling in the world: to be wif *AHEM*
95. CHOOSE SOME TO DO THE QUIZ.
-LIPING
-TRICE
-RAIN
-MINGQIAN
-GRACE L.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:32 AM
Friday, October 13, 2006
sian.. yawns* v sian leh.. came back from work two hours ago, v tired... now is 1.35.. yawn* v sleepy... keep yawning and eye is closing soon, haha..
how are you doing..?
oh my god... so sian la.. v tired, hungry, thirsty and thinking of him..
aiya sian diao... *ahem* slept lor.. piggy! =P snore snore snore =D
hmm.. wish *ahem* swit dweems always ~ =D hahaha
oh yea, today dreamt about *ahem* again.. that i hugged *ahem* to protect *ahem* from an arrow.. XD its lame la.. i noe.. lol..
arh... yea! didnt screw up my job... learned alot of stuff doing job today (yawns)..
aiya.. gtg sleep le~ nitez, sweet dreams..
always thinking of you...
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:40 AM
Thursday, October 12, 2006
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: Ryu Fong Guo Wei
Birth date: 15 July 1992
Current status: Single but Crushing
Eye colour: Black
Hair colour: Dark Brown
Righty or Lefty: Lefty
Zodiac Sign: Monkey
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE.
Your heritage: what the **** is this??
Your fears: none?
Your weaknesses: girl's tears
Your perfect pizza: HOT AND SPICY INFERNO!!!
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
Your thoughts first waking up: had *AHEM* woken?
Your bedtime: 3.29am
Your most missed memory: the day i wore a skirt and dance on stage -.^
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: burger king
Single or group dates: group dates with friends, single date with *AHEM*
Adidas or Nike: ADIDAS
Lipton tea or Nestea: lipton
Chocolate or vanilla: choc'
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: nah. it stinks like shit.
Curse: love to. more than i could eva count.
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH.
Drank alcohol: yea, like duh = =
Gone to the mall: ... obvious question. YEA
Been on stage: ... yea, duh~
Eaten sushi: of course la, who so sua ku nvr eat b4..?
Dyed your hair: nope but gonna.
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER?
Played a stripping game: YEA LIKE ITS MY LOVED GAME
Changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER EIGHT
Age you're hoping to be married: 25
LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY.
Best eye colour: black
Best hair colour: dirty blonde+brown highlight
Short or long hair: ... depends...
LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING.
1 minute ago: blogging?
1 hour ago: talking wif parents about my work = =
4.5 hours ago: in jp pizza hut working = =
1 month ago: study lar, duh
1 year ago: schooling..
LAYER ELEVEN: FINISH THE SENTENCE.
I love: that someone aka my *AHEM*..
I feel: tired and sleepy..
I hate: many pple..
I hide: secrets, and my money from my mother =X
I miss: *ahem*..
I need: money and *ahem*'s love, and my confimation of whether i love *ahem* anot..
LAYER TWELVE: TAG 7 PEOPLE.
NUMBER ONE: XUE YAO!!!
NUMBER TWO: MING QIAN!!!
NUMBER THREE: JANE!!!
NUMBER FOUR: LIPING!!!
NUMBER FIVE: PEILING!!
NUMBER SIX: MARY!!!
NUMBER SEVEN: KIWI!!!
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:42 AM
sia la.. 3rd post for today.. haiz..
TIME: 12.54AM, juz came back from work. yawn* tiring sia.. but ok la. haha. =) i can make it! =)
oh yea.. today nvr do anything wrong.. and helped alot of customers to be happy =) i helped a family that dunno eng! they noe chinese and hokkien. so i help them using hokkien and chinese! yay! i did one good thing today! =) maybe i shall record all the good things i done everyday =D and those bad things too. i will be honest. =D
had my injection today. i didnt even noe the doctor injected me with typhoid lor. he inject le i tot he haven. can feel pain la. lol. dun even noe when he pierce. lol. ah.. sian.. i am thinking of you.. =)
GOOD THINGS DONE TODAY:
-tagged people's tagboard =D
-give pple testimonial =D
-linked YILIN =D
-helped the pple in the Pizza Hut restaurant when working =D
BAD THINGS DONE TODAY:
-kept the tips of 15cents pple gave =(
-killed some ants =(
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:58 AM
2nd post for today... haizz.. still thinking of *ahem*... sianz.. now is 3.20pm.. one hour 10 minutes then nid go work le.. haiz.. pizza hut again.. that damned place.. haiz.. yesterday alot of happening sia.. customers left cuz food take too loong to serve.. drinks spilled two times.. the bill many are wrong.. then the bill very slow.. haiz.. cuz many pple nvr go.. haiz..
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oh my... i am so sian.. nid go work again...
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would you dance..? if i ask you to dance..
would you run..? and nvr look back..
would you cry..? if you saw me cryin'..
would you save.. my soul.. tonight..
would you tremble..? if i touched ur lips..
would you laugh..? oh please tell me this..
now would you die..? for the one you love..
hold me in.. your arms.. tonight..
I can be your hero, baby..
I can kiss away the pain..
I will stand by you forever..
You can take my breath away..
for my *ahem*: I MISS YOU... and answer me the questions above..
lyrics of Enrique Iglesias, song HERO
now is 3.27pm...gtg work in an hr's time..
haiz...
i miss you...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:24 AM
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
recent posts everyday... if u missed out, scroll down to see the recent posts...
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haiz.. gtg work soon.. now is 1.22pm.. about 3 more hrs then i had to go for injection.. typhoid.. i wont die from not getting the injection anyway.. stupid restaurant, waste my time go take injction.. late for work even better. then i wont make mistakes.. haha... haiz...
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now is 1.25pm.. haiz.. ltr gg work... sianz.. i am thinking of you...
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pls reply me if you see this:
1.27pm le. ate lunch le mah? slept well last night? did u skip breakfast? what are you doing now? is everything okay? what u doing later? did u feel unwell today? ... haiz... i am gonna work in about 3hrs time.. u.. takkair.. and.. if you like the person, make sure u like the person deeply. if u are not clear about ur feelings, dont stead first leh.. ltr break up, u will hurt alot.. alot.. alot.. and.. i know you like someone else.. so.. u could just reject me now, i wont mind.. =) hahas.. just.. takkair. okay..? =)
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ok.. its 1.34pm onw.. STOP IT NOW. ARGH. STOP DOING THIS. *AHEM* IS IN LOVE SOMEONE ELSE, DONT THINK OF *AHEM* AGAIN. errgh.. i dont even noe my feelings now. izzit love? admire? lust? worship? or just close? maybe i should let nature take its course.. =) if *ahem*'s mine, then *ahem's* mine. if *ahem*'s not, then *ahem*'s not mine.. =D anyway.. i already feel that *ahem* is not mine.. is someone elses de.. i think..
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oh well! all the time for being down. haha. let me rejoice once again.. for what? for spilling the pepsis? ARGH!
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FUCK.
DAMN.
SHIT.
ERRGH!!!
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DEPRESSION RULEX NOW...
RYU.IN.PRISON
R.I.P
and i know that we could not be together.. love hurts..
remember, i am here and i care--for you and you and YOU..
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always thinking of you...
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:27 PM
3rd Post for the day.. and i ain't glad for this post.. =(
i went to work, and i TOTALLY SCREWED UP..
firstly, i was supposed to be a drink server. first few minutes was so damn happy. but then, the DISASTER came.. i actually spilled a pepsi drink over a guy. yea. just like that.
WHY AM I SO.. STUPID?! DUMB?! IDIOTIC?! ARGH!! I AM SO FUCKED UP AND PISSED OFF BY ME!!! ARGH! WHAT THE FUCK, AM I DOING?! ARGH! FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME! IT JUZ SUCKS ON SPILLING OVER A DRINK! ARGH! I WAS SO DAMN DEPRESSED... AND THEN I WAS LIKE, OH MAN.. I AM SUCH A SUCKER.. ARGH! SHIT ME! ARGH!!! FUCK. DAMN. SHIT. FUCKING DAMN SHITTY BASTARTIC ME!! ERGH!
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that was still okay.. it continued fine for a few minutes (or one hour?) ergh! that thing again! i spilled another drink on some indian-looking-angmohs. ARGH! SHIT ME PLS! FUCK. DAMN. SHIT. ARGH!!! WHY AM I SO IDIOTIC. maybe i should quit my job to avoid problems. argh! shit me! argh! i have nth to say anymore.. haiz.. ... ...
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i feel so much like crying, but the tears froze in my eye, and cannot produce anymore tears. my eye was turned sour but no tears drop.. yea maybe i had frozen tears.. i cant cry.. =( i suck so much more than anyone else.. ...
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depression rulex now..
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:51 AM
1.single,taken or crushing? CRUSHING
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2.are you happy with your life now? Not Really..
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3.when you meet the right person, will you fall for him/her fast? Perhaps?
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4.have you had your heart broken? Yea..perhaps that once.. or now, twice..
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5.do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? Yes, if my lover doesn't love me, but him/her.
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6.would you call someone back if he/she cheats on you? Nah, he/she doesn't even love me anymore..
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7.have you ever talk to another person about marriage before? Hmm..yea..
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8.do you want children?next time..twenty years later? Why not?
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9.how many? As many as I can remember, and as many as I could support..
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10.would you consider adoption? Yes, helping children, even if they are not mine, by giving them love is a WONDROUS ACT. it makes you.. happy.. =)
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11.if someone likes you right now,what do you think will let you know his/her feelings? I think i am abit insensitive.. Maybe perhaps his/her actions and the way he/she talks..
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12.do you enjoy getting into relationships? Yea, if i love him/her, Nah, if i kept breaking up..
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13.honestly, what did you and your ex did? Hold hands, take neos, talk rubbish, BREAK UP.
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14.do you believe in love at first sight? Yea, if just at first sight i could see if he/she is my type..
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15.are you romantic? I think i am sorta, and maybe not..
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16.do you believe you can change someone? Probably, if i am infatuatd and loved him/her so dearly..
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17.if you could marry somewhere,where would it be? In the thick deciduous forest of Canada for the pastor to say the speech, then to Japan for us to enter the church, in Perth to let pastor say the speech again, then to Los Angeles to put our wedding rings, in Las Vegas for me to say "I do", in Korea for my lover to say "I do", in Gold Coast Australlia to kiss at the beach, to have wedding dinner in Texas, take a fast a best "infinite-stars" cruise to Singapore to pack our clothes and all over the world for our honeymoon. Lastly, but houses in all the places stated above, and New Zealand, and finally build a MANSION thati love. =)
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18.do you easily give in when you're fighting? NOPE. I WILL WIN IF I SHOULD. if its just a stupid fight i wont even fight.. I FIGHT TO PROTECT. my love, my pride, my feelings, my friends, my family.
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19.do you have feelings for someone right now? YEA, but its a forbidden love..
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20.have you ever wished you could have someone but messed up? ERM, nope.
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21.have you a broken heart? YEA, i have.. cuz of God, lord jehovah.. setting this rule..
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22.one day, if your bestfriend falls in love with your deeply beloved,what would you do? If my beloved loves me, not him/her, i'll ask kindly for him to give up. unless we broke up, which can nvr happen. If my beloved don't love me, but him/her, i'll let my beloved go..
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23.are you missing someone right now? Yea.. alot.. dunno y.. but we have met 4 days ago, and we just chatted.. still i am missing *AHEM*.. oh well..
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ok, this took me like a freaking 20mins to complete.. hahas. oh wells..
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:53 AM
LOLX, me and xueyao spam songming's tagboard! me is mother mong, xueyao is father mong!
MOTHER MONG: ah mong ah! come out of ur temple and stop chanting! tag ur board and leave some posts for ur fren!
RYU: ya lor, see ur mum oso call u out le XD
FATHER MONG: mong darling ah! come out la! dun be mong monk le can? i wanna hear you chant at home
MOTHER MONG: lao gong ar, see our son everyday chant in temple, he dun wan listen u noe! aiyo.. ah mong ah! come out leh!
FATHER MONG: lao po ah! SEE LA! how you teach your son one? teach until liddat. ALAMAK. he wun be anything GOOD when he grows up
MOTHER MONG: WHAT? everything oso my fault! is not i teach one la, blame all those ppl die so fast. he go learn frm the buddhist monks one la! aiyo.
FATHER MONG: AIYOH. why you liddat one! you want quarrel with me issit. COME LA! we divorce la! or you want fight on the bed?
MOTHER MONG: DIVORCE DIVORCE DIVORCE! u everytime oso say divorce! u divorce liao i
go find who sex me?! huh?! can u think of me?!
FATHER MONG: OMFG. HOW CAN YOU SAY THAT! must think of our darling MONG MONG mah. if not he go become NUN how?!
MOTHER MONG: ok fine. lets not quarrel. aiyo.. stop becoming monk la ah mong! come out leh. eh lao gong, faster get him out. ltr the gay monks inside rape him how?!
FATHER MONG: ya hor. ZEN ME BAN LAO PO? zen me ban! he's abandoning us! lets give birth to a china NUN
MOTHER MONG: OHKAY, ANYWAY I GETTING HORNY NOW!!! FASTER, AND USE MORE STRENGTH HOR! ah.. mm... oh..
NARRATOR: THE END OF STORY
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 12:16 AM
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
lols..
shiying was asking me ahem is who.
but i wont tell.
nobody shall noe..
nvm..
hahas..
-yea yea whatever.. blog ltr in the night oso. now is for morning.
-pls.. dun ask who ahem is.. i wont tell and i nvr will..
cuz i know we will nvr be able to be together...
-whateva.. ok you may say i am a flirt. i hate to admit it but i think so too.
i hate to say this too. but, sry ****. actually i hate to admit it but, i think i am the one at fault for our relationship last time. i was actually too... rushy... i'm sorry... i didnt mean to hurt you.. i finally come to a conclusion.. i didnt love you that time.. it's juz.. an admiration.. i'm sorry.. ...
and jennifer. i am not in love with her anymore.. i guess.. yea, i aint in love with her anymore. even though its a 2 year relationship. she had her road to move on. and i had mine.. =) ... ...
-so i should think now.. THOROUGHLY. whether i LOVE *AHEM* or not.. but.. there is no doubt.. and i hate to say it too...
WE CAN'T BE TOGETHER...
... oh well... whateva... its juz a love that is eva
FORBIDDEN
GET IT?! ITS THIS LOVE!
LOVE
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 6:34 PM
Monday, October 09, 2006
omg loong time nvr post lor... XD
Summary for Last Saturday:
-online until afternoon
-sianing until about 5
-went to NHHS for MID AUTUMN
-XD mingqian was first to see me. haha
-then phionna and then is xueyao then dunno liao haha.
-went to bball court see darling no. 3 play = = very diao leh darling here darling dere. lolx
-niways, his shooting good sia. XD i am complimenting hor, not suaning! XD
-oh yea, dark sky lo. walk around and saw mag wif her class store, apparently i reserved one bottle and she forgot and sold to others = =
-OMFG, ming qian gave me present as "jian mian li". i stunned tio lor lol.
-went off searching a present for him back XD
-apparently bought his class de item XD and i didnt noe that = =
-o stupid haze. joel pang seh me. xue yao pang seh me. every one pang seh me. so i went to find serene and vivian =D my saviours for my mouth! can finally tok to someone
-oh ya b4 the haze, i went spike my hair wif water XD which is so ugly spiked XD
-went home wif vivian and serene on vivian's dad's car.
-smsed wif ming qian. went online. sleep
life is boring
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:27 AM
Friday, October 06, 2006
Edwin™ says:
neh neh
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
pervert
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
say neh neh
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
pervert
Edwin™ says:
-_-
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
i bet u yearn neh neh right?
Edwin™ says:
ya la
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
pervert psycho
Edwin™ says:
i pervert la
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
EEEE
+RYU+ oh how could you ditch me XUE YAO! u say u book me for today then u go find a new dar, = = bleh says:
PERVERT
ZOMG!!! EDWIN IS A PERVERY PSYCHO!!!
lols. omg xueyao ditch me but i dun care, fake stead only. NEH BLEH!
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 10:10 PM
