oh dang... i really hates it when mum and dad dun understands me. wth wth wth. that's all i can say... what's wrong with hip-hop?! its just a dance, a dance is to be enjoyed like a pastime and appreciated as an art! like dur.. i really am breaking down... wadeva. i really feel like breaking down. can i have it my choice for this time...? pls i really want that. i feel like crying even though i am a guy... whatever i wanna do, u just dont appreciates it. i make it the best not to be unhappy but.. i really cant take it... u guys just acts like a wet blanket everytime i wanna do something that i really really wanan do. ='( i really wanna cry and rave and scream and... haiz... i really really wanna have my choice, my own views. i really wan you guys to just give advice and supports me when i needed u guys to...

ok, was searching for hiphop videos when mum says, "this is hiphop?! so lame! focus on your studies la! u bcome a dancer oso no future" dad continued, "heard that? go study on ur books lar, search for this wu liao stuff for wad?"

i was really hurt and rejected, i... haiz...i just wanna break down. i am really tired of these words u kept pourin on me, all this rot about ur disagreement with my actions, all this things that u stopped me when i really really wanted... i really wanted ur support... i really wanna break down... i really wanna cry... i am really very tired, i wanna stop. i wanna give up. haiz... ='(

i really wanted to dance mum, i really wanted to.. i know you are concerned about my future but, a dance is like a pastime, a hobby... really, can i have my own choice? i know that u are very concerned about me but, i really wanna do the things i like... perhaps its the generation gap... i am not blaming you but, i really wish that you could at least let me make my own choice... i... shit... did i dropped a tear? yes i did... ='(

oh yea, today i accidently left yilin's book in 2d1's classroom.. aww... i am so sorry, like dang, i just argh... i feel so guilty of that... sry YILIN. aw... and the sci project i kept slacking, sorry YANNI. its my fault lar, sorry =( oh and mary's present haven give yet, sorry MARY... SIN YEE, sorry about sayin u dun look gd on those clothes, actually u do. except for the perjamas one. u look gd in only the white one, sorry =( oh sorry SAMUEL, nvr tok to you just now, sorry... sorry EVERYBODY , cuz i suk... ='(


alright, put on a fake smile go to class.... =)
^^ jiayo oh joel! u could take all the blame de, you could do it! i noe u can, u can take all the troubles without saying to other pple de. u can take it, u wont fall, cuz i noe u wont! ^^





sad guy,
joel




simply rottin' ='(