LIFE FUCKED UP man, mum distrust me. kanasai lar! ok so this was what happened today: -came back home from school -mum asked me about my results for the test -i said i dunno haven give out yet, only noe chinese -she asked for chinese results -i said 58/100 -SCREAMS AND SHOUTS -NAGGING -she thought i lied to her about my test -she thought that i noe all the test results but dun wanna tell me -so she called GRACE LIM -GRACE told her that dunno the tests yet and all tested le -she then said 'ok fine, i'll let u off this time' to me
WTF! she dun even trust her own son! like duh~ ch! nvm, she wont ever trust me. cuz she dun trust me, i cant trust her. ok so i cant trust anyone in the world anyway... except for some people... my meis except one of them, my darling ^^, shiyong bla and bla...
mum thought i was in gang and... WTF?! she doesnt even understands me and even say i was in a gang! hello?!I--WONT----JOIN-------GANG!!! nvm, anyway, everything is my fault, my bad. ok?! FINE?! MY FAULT! MY BAD! think she thought i join gang cuz my hair, attitude, my clothings (cuz i last time went out wif mary and wore a jacket with the zip, the zip was zipped to my chest and i wore a necklace so very the gang gang type) but hello?! it is wad century now???!!! and oso, after i came home wearing dat, i feel pain on my stomach and chest de in between, cuz its a day after napfa then v pain. then she tot i fight wif other pple. wth la
anyway, she distrust me for alot of things, too many.... hai... nvm nvm... got time then i say... hai... simply sadistic everyday...
y am i so crazy, y am i so mad, y am i so happy when i feel so sad? y am i in this world when everyone dun care, y am i right here when i'm not so rare? hai....
oh yea... my body is so out of control!!!! today was running 2.4. i ran until have way, my fingers were like so stuck and i cant move them for a round!!! wtf... haiz... my legs oso after i lie down i wanna come up oso v diff to... wadeva la...
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ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 1:51 AM
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RYU fong
Singapore
15/07/92
CTSS - 3B1 '07
Natural hair colour: Brownish red (so what if its brown?)
Status: -single but STILL crushing
random insanity. GLAMAZON...not!
randomly.insane.
the loves
" 2C1 '06, 3B1 '07
" CTSS sec1 camp facilitators '07
" 1D1 '07
" ex-workmates
" Library Group
" 6-6 '04
" mum, dad & sisters
" my mei's, girlfriends, nu ren, lao por
" my darlings and dears
" SHOPPING!!
" all those friends whom i know, and always keep contacts with me =DDDD
