Wednesday, October 11, 2006
3rd Post for the day.. and i ain't glad for this post.. =(
i went to work, and i TOTALLY SCREWED UP..
firstly, i was supposed to be a drink server. first few minutes was so damn happy. but then, the DISASTER came.. i actually spilled a pepsi drink over a guy. yea. just like that.
WHY AM I SO.. STUPID?! DUMB?! IDIOTIC?! ARGH!! I AM SO FUCKED UP AND PISSED OFF BY ME!!! ARGH! WHAT THE FUCK, AM I DOING?! ARGH! FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME! IT JUZ SUCKS ON SPILLING OVER A DRINK! ARGH! I WAS SO DAMN DEPRESSED... AND THEN I WAS LIKE, OH MAN.. I AM SUCH A SUCKER.. ARGH! SHIT ME! ARGH!!! FUCK. DAMN. SHIT. FUCKING DAMN SHITTY BASTARTIC ME!! ERGH!
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that was still okay.. it continued fine for a few minutes (or one hour?) ergh! that thing again! i spilled another drink on some indian-looking-angmohs. ARGH! SHIT ME PLS! FUCK. DAMN. SHIT. ARGH!!! WHY AM I SO IDIOTIC. maybe i should quit my job to avoid problems. argh! shit me! argh! i have nth to say anymore.. haiz.. ... ...
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i feel so much like crying, but the tears froze in my eye, and cannot produce anymore tears. my eye was turned sour but no tears drop.. yea maybe i had frozen tears.. i cant cry.. =( i suck so much more than anyone else.. ...
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depression rulex now..
RYU
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 9:51 AM
