argh! my blog lost one post i juz posted in midnight! fuck. nvm

anyway i was too depressed i think, and cut myself. but failed. i sawed hard, budden cannot cut through my skin la! and fuck. this com cannot transfer fotos. let u guys see next time. fuck argh!! anyway, i cannot cut myself la, skin too thick! fuck sia. and. i've been using so much vulgarities nowadays.. chee bai la.. wtf i doing i oso dunno. i just now i am a DUMB IDIOT. ARGH.

anyway, i am depressed sia. XD haha but i still MUST BE POSITIVE! =D going around cheering pple up. budden,i feel so guilty today.. wasnt my actual self la..

summary 4 today:
-today was a bad day. was playing "taboo" budden actually dun feel like playing..
-still i remained POSITIVE and played throughout the game juz fine.
-argh, went for the arts stupid sicko stuff.
-then goes on well and yilin splash COLD WATER on me, argh freakin cold. brrr~ lolx
-den blablabla.
-after school went pizza hut, was like freakin long to take the person to key in order.
-bill took so loong to come.
-scolded russel cuz i am pissed. for no reason.. haiz..
SORRY RUSSEL! =(
-rch home and used com.. haiz.. ltr continue bloggin or maybe not..


2C1 is breakin up next yr haiz.. will miss darling no.1 & no.2 cuz we gg diff class... haiz... haha still can contact no.3 XD cuz not even same school. haha. argh. i cant go 3ple sci le la. =( haiz... nvm... forget it... anyway, i dun even feel like living le... wadeva.. trying to cry, budden.. i cant.. haiz...

haha, fancy a guy cryin! what am i thinking? lolx. wadeva.

oh cheer up RYU!!
=D

still, i cant be happy deep inside.. haiz...
RYU