... haiz... i dunno what's gone wrong with me every day... i feel so... so... strange... happy for a second... and sad the next... in love in an hour... and not for the next... hating people for a second... and dont the next...

someone guide my way pls..
shine your light on my path
and let me see what's to be crossed over
and what's to be destroyed
and what's to be avoided
and what's to be taken
and what's to be removed...
so pls tell me how i am going to live on
with mixed emotions together.
someone...



guide my way...

i dont even know if i really love you. i think i do, i think i dont. or maybe i am just falling for anyone in my path. or i found my true love but i dont know you are my true love. or maybe its just plain lust. or just i like ur face not u. or... i am juz giving reasons that i dunno how i am feeling... haiz... oh well... if you love me so, then i shant believe that sentence =)


rched home ytd nite. missed the fun. missed the bbq. smsed brandy. love brandy (i think) misses brandy. want brandy badly. want him to love me too. want her to not hate me. want too many things....





went with yanni and liping; vivian to pizza hut today. and we ate. and we di siao my friends there =) srry if i am being irritating haha... i promise i wont be so irritating in the future... i promise... errgh... being very emotional. i want someone to talk to me so badly. i wanna drink with someone so badly. i want... to do so many things... with someone i can talk to, i can trust... haiz.... ... .. . nth happened to me. i just feel so sad today... i dont know why so dont ask me why... haiz...



someone, guide my path.