actually, i could consider myself as a lucky kid.
i have a dad, a mum, two sis.
why do i keep thinking i have a miserable life?
gosh, i am so retarded. i am leading a lucky life, and yet i think i have a miserable life.
argh. i am stupid.
its retarded on how the dads in this world actually is very "concern" about you.
its a miracle if he is REALLY concern about you.
such a faker. who'd believe what he say, man.
and like gosh, he went off for the vacation "concerned" that me and sis cant go to school early.
well i'll tell you, we didnt get LATE FOR SCHOOL.
we lived life off pretty well without you.
you dont have to show your fakin' "concerned" face in front of me.
and about ytd. like argh. i dont wanna talk about it.
i'm living my life just as though i only have a mum.
tell you what.
MY DAD IS DEAD ALREADY. DEAD SINCE I WAS VERY YOUNG.
i know i know, its retarded. dont wanna talk bout him any longer.
okay so JOSHUA HUANG owes me a choc bar.
if he doesnt gimme on mon, he will owe me a truckload full of sour sweets (:

well, i've been losing contact with the nhhs peeps.
like hello? i am still living, contact me pls :D
only contact with jane, xuel. and no one else. not even peixuan ==
well didnt see her online so, yea.

hah! its retarded on how i live in this world.
i dont even know the purpose why i am living in this world, man.
i shall will pia everything for academics from today onwards!

haha. i think i will. lol.
well, i have to get more life, baby.
otherwise, i am just like DEAD.