Monday, May 14, 2007
its very stupid.
i didnt even need to hear you say study i go study myself.
and you said my chem results are high bcoz i liisten to you to go and study.
oh puh-lease i studied my self okay, without you having to tell me.
can you just go bang the wall and ask yourself what you were doing when i was mugging for all my exams?
you are just sitting infront fo computers and doing dunno what shitto them.
and you didnt even talk to me. and you said that i actually listen to you then i study.
what logic. what a joke.
i studied on my on will. use ur brain. what have u done when i'm studying?
nagging at me. and after you nag, you said i didnt study and kept on talking. so funny right?
you might say you neveer did, but i saw and hear, with my own eyes and ears.
just accept it. you aint a person who cares.
chemistry got 79/100! so cool can!
2nd highest only though =( if i didnt make those careless mistakes i could have gotten 82.5/100 la =(
in anycase, i'm still a useless person. haha.
i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.i am useless.
yup i am useless. i suck at everything.
i think i am gonna leave home once i find someone who can give me cash. lol!XD
which is so impossible.
i cut myself eh! really! lol. its not becuz of family problems, and my crush crush thing.
nvm, i shall post the pics XD
nice right!! =DDD i feel so happy. lol.
its not pain, really. compared to the heart, it was never pain.
please dont ask me to stop cutting myself, i am addicted =D
lol.
for now, i just wanna loose as much blood as possible.
then i can go bungee jumping off my hdb flat.
then i wont have to listen to my dad's punk rock.
i'll just be listening to hell's choir.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 4:46 AM
