Sunday, May 13, 2007
mother's day another day for quarrel?
yes. dad's DEFINITELY picking a fight.
i didnt say i MUST HAVE a fucking PSP
its just a stupid controller gaming device that dont even fucking give me joy.
its how stupid on how you say that "都不会读书了，买了更加不用读。买了等于你每天不做功课，只会去玩玩玩啦。"
its fucking stupid okay.
YEA, I AM FUCKING USELESS, AND I FUCKING DONT KNOW HOW TO STUDY.
WELL? YOU WANT ME JOIN GANGSTERS AND BECOME ONE?
WELL DONT FORGET, WHEN I WAS SEC2 I WAS A GANGSTER OKAY.
I SMOKED. I DRANK. AND I FOUGHT. BECAUSE YOU SAID I WAS USELESS (:
ISNT THAT GREAT? A FUCKING USELESS CHILD THAT FUCKING DONT KNOW HOW TO STUDY.
you didnt even see me work hard. you dont even understand me.
and you just show me that fucking attitude.
ask yourself, have you tried your best to see what's good in me? have you tried your best to anderstand i did my best in all my subjects?
i could just help you answer "NO".
i dont give two shits about people saying why i am criticising my dad.
because i cant find anything good to say. well there is, which is supposedly care only about the computer, bills, your pride, your money, and yourself.
maybe i am right, and maybe i am wrong. but ur weakness is too much to be counted.
reflect on yourself. i reflected on myself for alot of times. and i try to change.
but you dont.
that's the main difference between we son and dad.
ate 3 plates of this today, 3 full plates:
isnt that cool! i am full. haha. sis and me.
coool! supposed to make it full. den can contrast how much i ate XD
you can talk to me you know? dont keep everything to yourself.
getting drunk isnt a good way. dont drink if u feel sad.
drink tea, it calms you down haha.
just dont keep everything to yourself, its bad. very bad ):
dont make me worry. because i love you.
haha. kinda have fun eating today.
but before eating, and after eating is like. what the shit.
nah, i dont fucking give a damn about him.
ano hi no boku wa mukizu na mamade hito wo aisouto shiteita
that day, i love you without getting hurt/ 3:58 AM
